breaking the break

[jaded_concepts]

ah, great day today. finally got offered some weed! tomorrow would've been a month exactly without any weed, but not anymore. i was talking to one of my friends last night, and the subject of weed came up, and i mentioned how i haven't had any weed in nearly a month. so of course, he just had to offer me some.. because no one should go through such torture of being weed deprived. so after 2nd period, he found me.. and me him, and this other dude head out to the smoking section and spark that joint up. i got fucked. i wasn't even expecting it at all, because there was 4 people on a small joint. i knew i would get high, but not that high. it was great. if the month without weed wasn;t so horrible, i would take months off all the time! hahah.

so anyway, i ended up skipping third period. i was late, stoned, eyes red as hell, sub teacher who is strict about coming to class stoned, friends in that class who get mad when i do drugs, and i felt like taking a walk. so after 6 trips around the school and back to my locker, i finally left the school. hahah. i ended up getting extremely paranoid. i thought i was being followed, and i had strong suspicions that my whole town was working against me, watching me, keeping an eye on where i was going. i thought everyone i passed knew i was stoned. i was convinced that the same cars kept driving by me, and everytime they'd drive by, they would stare me down. i had to stay off main roads, so i ended up taking a bunch of back ways, and got completely lost (keep in mind that i live in a small ass town.. and have been there my entire life) a few times. i then found my way back to the first place i had ever smoked, and revisited some good memories there. so anyways, an hour and half- 2 hours later, my walk is done.. and i am back at the school. my legs and shoulders were killing me. i was walking fast the entire time, and i had my heavy schoolbag with me.

so anyway, i of course didn't get caught. soberly, i knew i wouldn't.. but sometimes when i;m high, i get really paranoid. lol. but it wasn;t extreme paranoia or anything, because i was sorta laughing about it the whole time..

yeah, so long story short.. after a month break, i finally got high! hahah. feels great to break the break. haha

[Shalom Salaam]

I'm glad you got some green. Enjoy the high!