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First Time Smoking Issues (help?)
Friday night, I tried smoking pot for the first time. I had never smoked anything before then, not even a cigarette. My friend got his little pinch hitter and his stash of Trainwreck (it was my birthday).
So we drove out to this little secluded spot, and he packs the pincher and I try to start toking up. I inhale just like I'm breathing in really deep and try to hold it, but end up coughing up a storm. It tastes like shit and my mouth is already feeling dry.
I toke some more, he smokes a bit, and we end up packing the pincher maybe four times. I smoked the majority of each pinch, getting in four or five really good hits (deepest breath I could manage and tried to hold it in as long as possible), with a bunch of little hits in between.
Even with the fact that I have smoked more than him, he's already high when I feel nothing. He says maybe I'm just in denial and I'll feel it later. We listened to some groovy music and just sat there trying to vibe. I'm still not feeling anything.
We've been smoking for roughly an hour or so and he has to go home. He drove me home and dropped me off, lending me a CD to vibe to "when it hits me".
Yea, one problem: I don't think it ever hit me! I laid in my bed with the CD on and just waited. I didn't feel a thing. I was looking at the CD player (my little brother's batman stereo), which has the bat emblem that changes colors, and all of a sudden it kind of shifted in looks. It looked more like teeth. I closed my eyes and swirling colors were there.
But the thing is, maybe my mind was overcompensating since I so desperately wanted to be high. Or maybe that was it. But the thing is, I didn't feel the physical high that I hear so much about. I didn't get the warm sensations, the mellowing out, the euphoria.
Is it normal for people to not have much of a reaction or no reaction at all the first time they smoke? Should I just try, try, again? (I probably will do the latter either way, but the first one I would like an answer on.)
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