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KTXPLaYBoi · #1 (**permalink**) 10-03-2005, 09:32 AM

Yeah...so I get off of work and I expect a quiet night ending with me going to sleep early because I have an interview tomorrow...when out of no where my phone rings and on the other end its my ex-girlfriend asking if I knew how much it was to get in the club tonight.
I didn't know and she asked me if I had a sweet(nickle bag in Tx). I didn't so she was like, "If I pick one up will you smoke with me?"....and in the past vowing never to give up free weed, I accepted.

LITTLE BACK STORY ON SHE AND I

We had hooked up in the ninth grade because she had a crush on me in Middle School but I didn't notice her until a year later and she begged me and begged me to date so finally I broke down and a year and a half later we care deeply about each other. Then we had to break up because she wanted to get her grades in order and one day I saw that she had someone else's name on her hand(soooo petty) and I left her completly for her enemy and another girl that had a crush on me in middle school.

But yea - that time we spent together(back then) was very close and my mom didn't like that. She explained that my girl had been forced to grow up fast because she had to take care of her younger half sister when she was in the 8th grade while her mom worked. (Thats exactly how my mom was raised...my mom saw herself in my g/f)

My mom was scared that she wanted a baby(just like my mom did in H.S.) and was going to have me give her a child before we graduated high school. so she tried to make us break up.

Little did I know

Now in the future, I feel as if I've lost my soulmate. We hung out tonight and smoked a blunt, had some laughs....then she showed me the house she's moving in soon. Then the apartment her and her bf were living in. I kind of felt a pang of sadness and a little jealousy mixed in.

Here I am having trouble finding the perfect girl for me, and I look back and if we were still together, I'd probably be the man she's moving in with right now.

I don't know...but the weed really made me sit back and think about that...but it had hit me when i was riding with her. LMAO...you ever had one of those high moments when you think something and then say it immediately after just so you can hear it said?....I almost did that at that moment...

^
My brain kicked in with the "Akward Moment Emergency Brake"

keep smokin

TastyBleach · #2 (**permalink**) 10-03-2005, 12:01 PM

thats deep man, nice

blowbud4life · #3 (**permalink**) 10-03-2005, 08:00 PM

shit. Sorry for your loss. There will plenty of other women.

WookiesAreCool · #4 (**permalink**) 10-03-2005, 09:34 PM

ugh life lol

youll find someone....

tokenit · #5 (**permalink**) 10-03-2005, 11:55 PM

Deep thoughts are amazing when you are high! They feel so much more intense and so much more thought out. Heres the plan: get real high; kill her boyfriend; and be with her again!!! Just kidding man. If you still have STRONG feelings for her it will be hard to be with other people (I know, I've tried this). So if you like her then try and talk to her and let you know how you feel and see if she feels the same, if she doesn't then maybe you should slowly move on, if she does, rock on and go for it.

KTXPLaYBoi · #6 (**permalink**) 10-04-2005, 06:42 AM

Nah...we've been apart for several years(more like 4)...but its just that I've been doing some thinking on what kind of girl that I want to be with and then weeks later I smoke with her and realize what I let go...the girl that I'm searching for...

killAss · #7 (**permalink**) 10-04-2005, 07:58 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by tokenit

Deep thoughts are amazing when you are high! They feel so much more intense and so much more thought out. Heres the plan: get real high; kill her boyfriend; and be with her again!!! Just kidding man. If you still have STRONG feelings for her it will be hard to be with other people (I know, I've tried this). So if you like her then try and talk to her and let you know how you feel and see if she feels the same, if she doesn't then maybe you should slowly move on, if she does, rock on and go for it.

/

Exactly

sCaKmY · #8 (**permalink**) 10-04-2005, 10:05 PM

lol, god damn story of my fucking life so far. just not with the mom thing.

i look back on some of the girls ive dated and not really givin a shit, and kick myself in the ass. Its all good tho, live and learn. you regret the things you dont do more than the things you do. your young man, why dwell on such a little part of your life and 1 girl when theres like 10 million girls out there.

blaze on...

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#1 (permalink) 10-03-2005, 09:32 AM
KTXPLaYBoi Registered User Join Date: Aug 2005 Posts: 19	Me and My Ex tonight...(long read) Yeah...so I get off of work and I expect a quiet night ending with me going to sleep early because I have an interview tomorrow...when out of no where my phone rings and on the other end its my ex-girlfriend asking if I knew how much it was to get in the club tonight. I didn't know and she asked me if I had a sweet(nickle bag in Tx). I didn't so she was like, "If I pick one up will you smoke with me?"....and in the past vowing never to give up free weed, I accepted. LITTLE BACK STORY ON SHE AND I We had hooked up in the ninth grade because she had a crush on me in Middle School but I didn't notice her until a year later and she begged me and begged me to date so finally I broke down and a year and a half later we care deeply about each other. Then we had to break up because she wanted to get her grades in order and one day I saw that she had someone else's name on her hand(soooo petty) and I left her completly for her enemy and another girl that had a crush on me in middle school. But yea - that time we spent together(back then) was very close and my mom didn't like that. She explained that my girl had been forced to grow up fast because she had to take care of her younger half sister when she was in the 8th grade while her mom worked. (Thats exactly how my mom was raised...my mom saw herself in my g/f) My mom was scared that she wanted a baby(just like my mom did in H.S.) and was going to have me give her a child before we graduated high school. so she tried to make us break up. Little did I know Now in the future, I feel as if I've lost my soulmate. We hung out tonight and smoked a blunt, had some laughs....then she showed me the house she's moving in soon. Then the apartment her and her bf were living in. I kind of felt a pang of sadness and a little jealousy mixed in. Here I am having trouble finding the perfect girl for me, and I look back and if we were still together, I'd probably be the man she's moving in with right now. I don't know...but the weed really made me sit back and think about that...but it had hit me when i was riding with her. LMAO...you ever had one of those high moments when you think something and then say it immediately after just so you can hear it said?....I almost did that at that moment... ^ My brain kicked in with the "Akward Moment Emergency Brake" keep smokin Last edited by KTXPLaYBoi; 10-03-2005 at 09:36 AM.

#2 (permalink) 10-03-2005, 12:01 PM
TastyBleach Registered User Join Date: Oct 2005 Posts: 107	thats deep man, nice

#3 (permalink) 10-03-2005, 08:00 PM
blowbud4life bongsrthebest Join Date: Sep 2004 Location: on a farm where skunks live Posts: 1,678	shit. Sorry for your loss. There will plenty of other women.

#4 (permalink) 10-03-2005, 09:34 PM
WookiesAreCool God (B)Less America Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: Boulderado Posts: 2,540	ugh life lol youll find someone.... __________________

#5 (permalink) 10-03-2005, 11:55 PM
tokenit Registered User Join Date: Sep 2005 Posts: 69	Deep thoughts are amazing when you are high! They feel so much more intense and so much more thought out. Heres the plan: get real high; kill her boyfriend; and be with her again!!! Just kidding man. If you still have STRONG feelings for her it will be hard to be with other people (I know, I've tried this). So if you like her then try and talk to her and let you know how you feel and see if she feels the same, if she doesn't then maybe you should slowly move on, if she does, rock on and go for it.

#6 (permalink) 10-04-2005, 06:42 AM
KTXPLaYBoi Registered User Join Date: Aug 2005 Posts: 19	Nah...we've been apart for several years(more like 4)...but its just that I've been doing some thinking on what kind of girl that I want to be with and then weeks later I smoke with her and realize what I let go...the girl that I'm searching for...

#8 (permalink) 10-04-2005, 10:05 PM
sCaKmY I Poke Smot Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: FTC Colorado Posts: 669	lol, god damn story of my fucking life so far. just not with the mom thing. i look back on some of the girls ive dated and not really givin a shit, and kick myself in the ass. Its all good tho, live and learn. you regret the things you dont do more than the things you do. your young man, why dwell on such a little part of your life and 1 girl when theres like 10 million girls out there. blaze on... __________________ MAH SPOON ES TOO BIG!!!! Last edited by sCaKmY; 10-04-2005 at 10:07 PM.

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