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| yep, you got butfucked by an incubus |
   
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9 | 12.86% |
| as you first thought... its yer imagination. |
  
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6 | 8.57% |
| as you second thought... its folks looking for a shag across space, telepathy involved. |
  
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2 | 2.86% |
| its ghosts. ghosts get horny too ya know. |
  
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3 | 4.29% |
| its spirits. |
  
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2 | 2.86% |
| its energy... just in a specific form you don't usually tune into |
  
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10 | 14.29% |
| its aliens. with green or grey skin. or it alien telepathic lovin from their homeworld |
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2 | 2.86% |
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7 | 10.00% |
| you are insane. this is the manifestations of your schizo-delusional mentally divergent mind. |
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17 | 24.29% |
| it was me. |
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12 | 17.14% |
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03-27-2005, 04:03 AM
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akward, unwanted, unwelcome, unbelievable sex visitors
right... it's about time i shared this with someone.
what you are about to read, may make you scoff, may make you recoil, or if you know me, you may find it hard to accept i'm sharing such a thing... neither can i. so bear in mind how much of an impression it has had on me before i share it with the world. some of you may be aware from some of the more "out there" threads i've started, that i like to push my brain, and flex it in ways not comonly tried, doing more than just meditation, but trying to reach "higher brain functions" and so on, which has lead me down many a strange avenue, but nothing could have prepaired me for this... it was strange in that i wasnt trying... no wait... let me back up. far from the out of body experiences i hear others talk of, that i have tried to touch upon, but fear had always held me back "what if i can't get back in!?", there have been numerous experiences that come close to it, always very sexual, and rather than me leaving, its more akin to getting a visit from someone else doing the out of body thing (or at least, thats one possable way of looking at it). now i had never determined if these were "real", entirely in my imagination, or if i was making love across great voids of space (and time???), always incredibly moving, and always, i carried the question... who are you... never capable of getting an answer that stuck in mind due to the clutter of my own thoughts and hopes and dessires. one of the most notable was the first time (and only time to my reccolection) that it came to the conclusion you'd expect from a highly sexual experience. No, i was not touching myself, and barely in motion at all... and no it had not been a while since i had last offloaded, all these factors make it hard to dismiss, as well as the vivid intensity of the experience. now that you know... onto the fucked up part.... i was lying down, close to a state of delerium (that half asleepness) and... then it came, similar to other times, i felt the presence, and even what i can only describe as a carressing, across various parts of my body... and then the arousal... and then.. something started to become apparant fairly quickly.... this was very different... ... this time... it wasn't female! apparant from ... well... the obvious. i recall whining "no", after which came an unspoken debate of wordless thought, which after its persisting, i seemed to win, as it ceased. i get the passing thought "heh, maybe i shoulda", but am really glad i didn't for the revelations i have had on these experiences since, and i think directly because i resisted. what freaks me out a little about this, more than normal that is, is that, perhaps due to this experience being different, is it has highlighted those other experiences in my mind alot more vividly as perhaps much more than mere imagination. not so much just the different gender, it was the wordless mental debate that really made it sink in. that simply didn't exist with the other experiences. but in all, including the last one, was the question, who are you... which given the nature of the experience is also heavily laced with, WHAT are you. it has been known to me for sometime, and to many of my friends, that my imagination is more powerfull than.... well, its quite a handfull at times lets just say. so still, there's plenty scope for the supposition that it is mearly my imagination creating these physical sensations on my being, and for the awareness of a prescence... but after reading upon a few things in the wikipedia, after casually browsing through psychadelics and what not, i came across the terms succubi (a familiar term) and incubi (which i was not familiar with since they had not featured in the computer game Diablo i had played years before). so it occured to me... could this be such an experience that lead others to write tales of it so long ago? had i been visited by an "incubus", and "succubi" times past? or were they spirits/ghosts/energry-remenants? or was it simply my powerful imagination? or have real, living people in this time, been seeking me out to have sexual experiences with me, through some kind of telepathic link? or is the experience yet even more "alien"? answers on a postacard to..  ps, anyone reading the description for incubus at wikipedia.... no, i was not raped by a family member. 
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03-27-2005, 04:10 AM
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well thats interesting.
youre definately not the first. im sure you know the puritans of the 1800's were "tempted" in the night regularily by incubi and succubi brought forth by witches. those people were all sexually repressed... perhaps theres a connection? atleast as far as the female visits go. the male comming isnt as common as far as i can tell.
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03-27-2005, 04:42 AM
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umm lol?
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03-27-2005, 04:47 AM
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I'm going to answer: I have no idea.
Where was that on the poll, dammit???!!!!  It's funny you say that, I have had similar experiences. Usually, they are completely out of the blue. Almost as if someone else initiated it. It only happens when i'm just about to fall asleep. Most of the time, it forcibly wakes me. I had never thought of it as being that way. I always just attributed it to my abnormally gigantic sex drive. This has occurred not only when i sleep alone, but when i sleep with girlfriends. Even after we have sex and fall asleep. So ya dude, I know what you're feeling, except for the knowing it was male/female. It was always more of an urge. I felt like i had to have sex. I hope that it was just an urge. I really don't want to have been spiritually bootie-bumped by a homosexual alien/ghost.
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03-27-2005, 04:55 AM
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as for you, digit, i am afraid that while my imagination is also occasionally a handful, i have never had an experience such as yours, male/female/none of the above. i have been lying very near someone who i would very much like to 'bootie-bump' but know that i couldn't/shouldn't, and had entire conversations in my head trying to disuade me from doing anything..erm... regrettable. not even close to what you had, though, as in all my conversations in my head (and i have many) i am actually controlling both my responses and those of the 'other person' (who might be me, the devil on my shoulder, a friend, a family member... anyone who might have a response to the situation, i am liable to pull them up in my head.)
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03-27-2005, 05:19 AM
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thnx for the input guys, though i don't think its quite the same. it's more than an urge, it happened! i physically felt it (or at least percieved that to be the case). i have conversations in my head with peeps all the time, the type i know is imagination, because, like you say, i control it, both sides, the other person's made up from how i think they'd respond. the debate that rolled on as i felt ... um... how can i say this without making myself look weird... no... i'm long past needing to worry about that... the debate that occurred after i said no, whilst still feeling the pressure on my ass, happened, without words, and it seemed very definately more than just one sided, like it was kinda a battle of will. who wanted it most kinda. meh... words are so inaccurate and ineficient to describe this. it was all very.... tao-istically chaotic. for desperate lack of any better means of describing it.
another possability is that it was my subconscious. some other hidden realm of me. maybe 'tis what the body dessires, but the brain does not? i've long subscribed to the theory that we are all bisexual, and that it is only society that shapes us differently. but as for more references from mythology from the wikipedia that may relate to this experience... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexual_...ons_and_humans Last edited by Digit; 03-27-2005 at 05:21 AM. |
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03-28-2005, 12:01 AM
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but yea.. i think that when two ppl come 'in contact' they share their energy or whatnot.. and it creates the 'aura'. so what that dude did was make the connection in that aura you felt as if you 'might' wanna stay in that energy thingy cause it felt *whatever you felt at the time* Quote:
lol but would i do him in the ass... hell no!
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03-28-2005, 07:58 AM
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Just a question....were you on any drugs at the time?? I remember a while back I looked up Incubus on the internet cuz I like the band and that shit came up. Your story's Weird. I dunno...who says spirits can't be of a same sex pursuasion?
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03-28-2005, 10:55 AM
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you just got fucked
by an alien.
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03-28-2005, 01:44 PM
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Wow. I have never heard or experienced anything quite like that.
Wow.
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03-28-2005, 05:40 PM
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umm lol?
im gonna smoke a fat blunt and get back to ya
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