worst 5 days of my life

[Retroshark]

yea....

well i was supposed to see umphreys tonight. tickets were all lined up an my friend didnt claim them so now im not going.

id be fucking LIVID right now but im just accepting the fact that as long as i dont plan anything, do anything or pretty much just stay in my room and do nothing, nothing else bad can happen.
god damnit

[Retroshark]

oh and now my mom isnt even going away any more and i have to spend the entire break packing for her, with her. im going to be fucking happy to get back to school, in fact, i dont even want to go home. fuck this all.

[tcooper1]

Originally Posted by weedhead420

Yo man...I think you need to chill out and revaluate your situation.

The first thing you need to do is get off the powder and the rolls...when you turn to drugs to help ease your problems it never helps. Take your friends OD as a sign that maybe drugs aren't the best thing to be doing.

The second thing you need to do is go for a walk, I know it might be cold where you live but from the sound of things i think some alone time would be good for you right now.When you go for this walk I want you to look around and notice the good things going on in the world, sure your mom might have sold her house but so what...atleast she is still alive and well...Trust me it could be worse.

Also tonight you need to lay off of everything and get a good night of sleep.When you live the lifestyle you have been living the last 5 days you start to think irrationally.

Keep me updated and keep calm....Don't do anything stupid that could make your situation worse. And remeber KEEP OFF THE DRUGS!!!!

I agree!!!
I had a 500.00 a day monkey and it took along time to get over that But I now enjoy my smoke and leave the rest to the not so smart...It is hard but dont end up like so many I have seen on this site...Alot of "R.I.P....... and it seems to be from the same stuff...SO PLEASE LOOK AT YOURSELF AND WHAT IS GOING TO BE IF YOU DONT GET OFF OF IT...I know it isnt easy to get off..I did it cold turkey...It took a yr to get down to enough that I could handle the withdraws and not die from them.I did not want to get on methadone cuz that was just as bad.I had alot of friends that had a harder time getting off of methadone then the junk. anyway.......dont end up like your friend....Just take time to think about.I know it is easier to get high then deal with what your going though but man is it worth all of it...Dont think of your mom and what she did ..think of her ex and how she is good in your life.sounds like she is better to be around anywayGet red of the bad and keep the good....GOOD LUCK and keep us posted