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wilco · #46 (**permalink**) 12-28-2007, 04:53 PM

wow man, I have so much to talk to you about if I could. Our stories couldn't be more identical. I feel every word your say, i blame you for nothing. To be honest, I am still depressed but I trick myself into feeling happy. I do this by coming home everynight, sitting down to do my homework, and smoking some bowls so I can be happy for a few hours. Man, I feel you pain.

Vexus · #47 (**permalink**) 12-28-2007, 05:48 PM

Wow.. I seriously thought I was reading a book about my life.

Auralis · #48 (**permalink**) 12-30-2007, 11:48 PM

This is my first post on GC...

I think I've found a new home. What a fantastic post. I've gone through something very similar, being very depressed in high school and now and again during college, but it's completely gone now. I think weed, realizing and becoming a full atheist, and my new girlfriend (who is honestly the nicest person I know) all helped a ton.

Well, that and we get pledges in two weeks.

Great job.

Indman · #49 (**permalink**) 12-31-2007, 02:50 AM

Anyone with a heightened perception of their feelings and the world surrounding them (most notably weed-smokers) is susceptible to depression. The world has an energy to it that we all experience, but only a few of us perceive, and when you perceive it, it may seem as though its your fault, and there's something wrong with your life, but in reality its the world. Weed relaxes these feelings and allows you to clearly, consciously decide how you feel (unless you're fuxxed up on some hash brownies or something).

I've been depressed my whole life, every day, and its because most people just don't understand the world, and they're consumed in themselves and their own world, but they find nothing within themselves, and because of their nothingness they aren't able to comprehend the same things that I or my fellow stoners do, because they're clouded with judgements and false notions.

Apple Pie · #50 (**permalink**) 12-31-2007, 05:19 AM

I just found this while looking for something else and stopped to read it. +rep

primetime21335 · #51 (**permalink**) 01-08-2008, 04:01 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by dino spamoni

disclaimer: ok before i sound like an asshole, dont think im trying to brag by sayin this, i do have a lot of respect for what you posted but here it goes...

after reading that ive gone through shit ten times worse (thats the part i was reffering to) but i really dont have depression problems

now im wondering am i some kind of unemotional bastard (i dont think so...i hope not)

or

idk i think i either handle my shit better or do people just label there problems with depression (again not trying to sound like an arrogant asshole)

EDIT:rep for being able to post something personal and that fuckin long

It's all about your mental man. My mental is hardcore, I over think everything. My conscious is about the size of Alaska.

primetime21335 · #52 (**permalink**) 01-08-2008, 04:04 PM

I'd like to thank everyone for the kind words. The fact that I helped people is an awesome feeling. I really didn't expect this to get such a great response. Really makes me regret not turning it into a book because I knew this shit would sell (lol) and I could have helped way more people.

I toiled with the idea of writing this as a book (it would be what I wrote here, only like 5X longer), but my lack of self motivations fucked me. Not even neccessarily as a -deppression- book, but more like: THIS IS WHAT IT'S LIKE GROWING UP NOWADAYS YOU OLDER FUCKS, THIS IS THE SHIT WE GO THROUGH - book.
It would have been like nothing out.

primetime21335 · #53 (**permalink**) 01-08-2008, 04:05 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by wilco

wow man, I have so much to talk to you about if I could. Our stories couldn't be more identical. I feel every word your say, i blame you for nothing. To be honest, I am still depressed but I trick myself into feeling happy. I do this by coming home everynight, sitting down to do my homework, and smoking some bowls so I can be happy for a few hours. Man, I feel you pain.

Hey man hit me with a PM if you want to talk. We could talk on AIM too.

primetime21335 · #54 (**permalink**) 01-08-2008, 04:06 PM

Has anyone copped the book? I doubted you would. I wish you would though. I'm sure a SHIT TON of GC'rs would call that book their bible.

primetime21335 · #55 (**permalink**) 01-08-2008, 04:38 PM

HELL YEAH I'M STILL SMOKIN!!

ChiliPeppers420 · #56 (**permalink**) 01-15-2008, 02:00 AM

Hey man, this post helped me out so much. I read it a few weeks ago and really started to think about what you where saying. I am much happier and i really do have a better outlook on my life, and i dont think that will change. I'm going to buy that book soon, thanks so fucking much man.

Contrid · #57 (**permalink**) 01-15-2008, 02:27 AM

This is the good shit!
I've been through many hard patches as well. We all have and we all will. Great post! It is a very meaningful piece of writing.

Cali Ounces · #58 (**permalink**) 01-15-2008, 02:53 AM

i thought id post a little update on my life to add to this thread.

i stopped taking the prozac, never went to see the doctor actually too.
just ran out of them and felt better overall. dont need em anymore life is going good.

I think depression is really an issue of how people deal with ups and downs, not that their's are significantly more extreme. some people just cant get out of a down as fast as others.

i felt like shit, thought about suicide almost daily for 4-5 months. now im fine i dont contemplate hurting myself at all. . . life is going great.

my opinion is, sure we could all USE antidepressants or antianxiety pills. they make life seem fucking perfect, as if they put in a missing puzzle piece that makes you feel great all damn day. dont get caught up in that, that's not real life all. find out if you really NEED them, and i mean do you really?

im glad i found that out about myself before i filled a script and started floating along like a balloon.

ChiliPeppers420 · #59 (**permalink**) 01-17-2008, 01:28 AM

Yea, being happy is definately a decision. Not a pill, a girl, or money.

gord420 · #60 (**permalink**) 01-24-2008, 07:06 PM

Im like you used to be primetime. I try to sleep as long as I possibly can every night because I know when I wake up its going to be the same as the day before with the exception of my plant growing a little bit and Im really really getting sick of this.

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#46 (permalink) 12-28-2007, 04:53 PM
wilco Registered User Join Date: Dec 2007 Posts: 14	wow man, I have so much to talk to you about if I could. Our stories couldn't be more identical. I feel every word your say, i blame you for nothing. To be honest, I am still depressed but I trick myself into feeling happy. I do this by coming home everynight, sitting down to do my homework, and smoking some bowls so I can be happy for a few hours. Man, I feel you pain.

#47 (permalink) 12-28-2007, 05:48 PM
Vexus Registered User Join Date: Dec 2006 Location: New York Posts: 582	Wow.. I seriously thought I was reading a book about my life.

#48 (permalink) 12-30-2007, 11:48 PM
Auralis Vaporizer Join Date: Dec 2007 Posts: 9	This is my first post on GC... I think I've found a new home. What a fantastic post. I've gone through something very similar, being very depressed in high school and now and again during college, but it's completely gone now. I think weed, realizing and becoming a full atheist, and my new girlfriend (who is honestly the nicest person I know) all helped a ton. Well, that and we get pledges in two weeks. Great job.

#49 (permalink) 12-31-2007, 02:50 AM
Indman Registered User Join Date: Aug 2007 Posts: 39	Anyone with a heightened perception of their feelings and the world surrounding them (most notably weed-smokers) is susceptible to depression. The world has an energy to it that we all experience, but only a few of us perceive, and when you perceive it, it may seem as though its your fault, and there's something wrong with your life, but in reality its the world. Weed relaxes these feelings and allows you to clearly, consciously decide how you feel (unless you're fuxxed up on some hash brownies or something). I've been depressed my whole life, every day, and its because most people just don't understand the world, and they're consumed in themselves and their own world, but they find nothing within themselves, and because of their nothingness they aren't able to comprehend the same things that I or my fellow stoners do, because they're clouded with judgements and false notions.

#50 (permalink) 12-31-2007, 05:19 AM
Apple Pie Old Man Jenkins Join Date: Dec 2007 Posts: 257	I just found this while looking for something else and stopped to read it. +rep

#52 (permalink) 01-08-2008, 04:04 PM
primetime21335 Registered User Join Date: Apr 2007 Posts: 1,365	I'd like to thank everyone for the kind words. The fact that I helped people is an awesome feeling. I really didn't expect this to get such a great response. Really makes me regret not turning it into a book because I knew this shit would sell (lol) and I could have helped way more people. I toiled with the idea of writing this as a book (it would be what I wrote here, only like 5X longer), but my lack of self motivations fucked me. Not even neccessarily as a -deppression- book, but more like: THIS IS WHAT IT'S LIKE GROWING UP NOWADAYS YOU OLDER FUCKS, THIS IS THE SHIT WE GO THROUGH - book. It would have been like nothing out. __________________

#54 (permalink) 01-08-2008, 04:06 PM
primetime21335 Registered User Join Date: Apr 2007 Posts: 1,365	Has anyone copped the book? I doubted you would. I wish you would though. I'm sure a SHIT TON of GC'rs would call that book their bible. __________________

#55 (permalink) 01-08-2008, 04:38 PM
primetime21335 Registered User Join Date: Apr 2007 Posts: 1,365	HELL YEAH I'M STILL SMOKIN!! __________________

#56 (permalink) 01-15-2008, 02:00 AM
ChiliPeppers420 Inhaler Join Date: Apr 2007 Posts: 302	Hey man, this post helped me out so much. I read it a few weeks ago and really started to think about what you where saying. I am much happier and i really do have a better outlook on my life, and i dont think that will change. I'm going to buy that book soon, thanks so fucking much man.

#57 (permalink) 01-15-2008, 02:27 AM
Contrid Registered User Join Date: Oct 2007 Posts: 17	This is the good shit! I've been through many hard patches as well. We all have and we all will. Great post! It is a very meaningful piece of writing. __________________ Last.fm Music Profile

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#58 (permalink) 01-15-2008, 02:53 AM
Cali Ounces Its like. . hella Join Date: Dec 2006 Posts: 3,060	i thought id post a little update on my life to add to this thread. i stopped taking the prozac, never went to see the doctor actually too. just ran out of them and felt better overall. dont need em anymore life is going good. I think depression is really an issue of how people deal with ups and downs, not that their's are significantly more extreme. some people just cant get out of a down as fast as others. i felt like shit, thought about suicide almost daily for 4-5 months. now im fine i dont contemplate hurting myself at all. . . life is going great. my opinion is, sure we could all USE antidepressants or antianxiety pills. they make life seem fucking perfect, as if they put in a missing puzzle piece that makes you feel great all damn day. dont get caught up in that, that's not real life all. find out if you really NEED them, and i mean do you really? im glad i found that out about myself before i filled a script and started floating along like a balloon. __________________ Gangstarr. . . One of the best yet.

#59 (permalink) 01-17-2008, 01:28 AM
ChiliPeppers420 Inhaler Join Date: Apr 2007 Posts: 302	Yea, being happy is definately a decision. Not a pill, a girl, or money.

#60 (permalink) 01-24-2008, 07:06 PM
gord420 Stoner Join Date: Aug 2006 Location: Ontario Posts: 770	Im like you used to be primetime. I try to sleep as long as I possibly can every night because I know when I wake up its going to be the same as the day before with the exception of my plant growing a little bit and Im really really getting sick of this.