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I LOVE weed! But I Hate what it does it me
Ok let me clarify this first....
i love weed, i really do...but i love it soo much, that i hate it, but i still love it.
that must have startled a whole shit load of u guys...
but check...
i love weed so much, that i want to smoke it all the fucking time...any time i got some weed with me, i will end up giving someone a call...decide to meet up and smoke...i have been baked EVERY DAY for the past 3 months...and quite frankly even though i love the highs...what i absolutly hate is the fact that when i am high, i cant do shit that i gotta be doing, like working, or doing assignments and shit...now i got exams comming up...and its fucking me up the butthold as i been stoned for the past entire acedemic year....FUCK FUCK FUCK....(please ignore the profanity, but sometimes only that word can describe how i feel...and this time i got to use it 3 times, in CAPS...u know how i feel)
and the fucking stupid thing is that even when i am studing...i keep telling my self...after exams u can smoke as much as u want...BUT STILL...i will smoke at night and shit...and all day i cant do work for shit...cuz all i think about is my baggie of green happiness....
digging this hole deaper and deaper day by day, and qutie frankly it sucks.
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I AM.
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