When did you lose your childhood innocence

Or which life event of yours significantly contributed to the downfall of your childhood innocence?

When I was around 10 years old I was hanging out with the neighborhood gang of kids, our ages 8-14 but the majority of us relatively younger in that age scale. One of my friends had invited the gang over to chill in his basement, this was an ordinary occurance but by no means was it an ordinary day. When I arrive they explain to me how they found his father's stash of pornography and we started watching some of the videos. So were watching these videos of girls get pounded together when all of a sudden the female actress gets nutted on horribly by a group of dudes and meanwhile I cannot process fucking anything. I remember asking what all that white stuff was and one of my friends swore it was milk, well it wasn't . Not long after viewing multiple videos, life's mysteries began to unravel before me as I had realized one of the few truths. That day kicked me into gear and slowly my childhood innocence would crumble.

Probably when my parents divorced.

When my dad died when I was 10.
Started smoking shortly after that.
Lost my virginity at 14.
Nothing maaajor has happened since, and I'm 21

When i smoked my first cigarette

When I was a little kid my dad had a metal box that I saw around the house and I loved them smell of, I was a really little kid, probably like 6 or 7, and my mom always told me not to smell it. First time I ever smelled weed when I was going to smoke it for the first time got me hooked. It was like the past flashed through my eyes and I remember the smell from being a small child, I guess kind of nostalgia? Not sure but I've always loved the smell of weed

Probably when my parents divorced.

Same here, a lot changed after that happend.

when the sperm hit the egg.

When I was 5 me and my mom were walking to the local laundromat and when we were a block away we saw a car pull up to the side of a man like 20ft ahead of us. Then he shot him in his head and dropped dead. I remember my mom screaming in horror but I didn't feel remorse or sorrow or anything. I just remember telling my mother not to cry.
Shit fucked me up. Oh and a year later me and my sister (7) and uncle (8). We found a VCR cassette named batman. It was actually a titty movie <3

Damn compared to yours mine doesn't seem as good. I was like 9 watching a movie on DirecTV and when it ended my dad scrolled up one and it was called "Teens get pounded hard". I was just like :[].

Idk why they put porn right above movies on demand haha. Bad idea.

When I started beating off. My eyes were opened!

Lmaooooo i used to be really into wrestling (Still am) and i started to watch TNA. Back then it was on PPV and i couldn;t watch it at my house. My father had a co worker who got free PPV so she would have her boyfriend record it for me. Every wednesday my father would bring home a VHS tape with TNA Wrestling on it.

One day i guess he forgot he was recording and changed the channel after TNA ended... There was soooo much PPV porn! Naked news, ummm a bunch of other good shit and i cherished that tape lol, i just remember watching it and having this feeling come over me.

Not long after that i started pounding my pud =D

Probably when my dad died when I was 13.

When my friend explained what masturbation was to me in grade 4

^ cept grade 3

when my first girlfriend cheated on me with my best friend i think i grew up at that point never saw either of em again and dont want to i think i was like 14 at the time i dunno i dont remember much of my past

i have a surprisingly similar story.

we were probably like 6 and a friend of mine managed to sneak into this buildings basement thru a little window. the building was kinda like behind the neighboorhood. well he came out with mags of hardcore porn and showed us all.

we were like

when I went to El Salvador during 8th grade summer break. I was there for 4 months, I think i was like 13 years old at the time.. that's when I started to smoke cigs everyday (very bad habit) and was introduced to reggae music and the rasta lifestyle. I didn't smoke bud until after that summer though.. that entire era was important.

First time smoking bud + met the love of my life + began to partake in various psychedelic substances + lost my virginity + first terrible break up + frequently moving/witnessing my family falling apart.. so many other things too.

Edited by ddoublevision, 12 July 2012 - 11:36 PM.

First female rejection

or maybe first ejection, not sure which

I was 5 when I got caught stealing one of my dad's playboys. My reason for when they asked me why I did it... "I like to read it."

Sometime around 6 I was being baby sat and the sitter was watching porn with his girl friend. I snuck out of my room and peeked from around the corner. That's probably the first real experience.

I lost my virginity to Palmela Handerson at 13 and to a girl at 14. Still have my anal virginity intact and I intend to keep it that way.

When I got my own computer with internet access at the age of 12.

I saw Goatse.