I Had a Sudden Realization of life

Basically my friend brought over his bong. Me and my girlfriend had just got back from school shopping at the mall and i gave her a pair of sunglasses i had shoplifted for her. I thought i was doing something nice. But she told me she was disappointed in me and yelled at me for stealing. I felt really bad and got completely ripped before settling my feelings. It was the worst high of my life. my heart was racing and my mind opened up way to wide. i realized that life had no meaning and that everything was stress. Lemmings commited suicide because they had accomplished what they needed to and there was no reason for them to live on. I felt the hardships of growing up and becoming old, and the fear of death. That love isn't real. women are accesories.

I'm sorry for the creepiness, but this is what i felt... After i got off the high i snapped out of this depressed state and do not feel like this anymore... but i'm still weirded out. Am I fucked up the head?

I disagree with your theory, and I also disagree with you stealing.

Basically my friend brought over his bong. Me and my girlfriend had just got back from school shopping at the mall and i gave her a pair of sunglasses i had shoplifted for her. I thought i was doing something nice. But she told me she was disappointed in me and yelled at me for stealing. I felt really bad and got completely ripped before settling my feelings. It was the worst high of my life. my heart was racing and my mind opened up way to wide. i realized that life had no meaning and that everything was stress. Lemmings commited suicide because they had accomplished what they needed to and there was no reason for them to live on. I felt the hardships of growing up and becoming old, and the fear of death. That love isn't real. women are accesories.

I'm sorry for the creepiness, but this is what i felt... After i got off the high i snapped out of this depressed state and do not feel like this anymore... but i'm still weirded out. Am I fucked up the head?

It's too bad that your girlfriend yelled at you, when you were just trying to please her. Even if she didn't agree with the means she still shouldn't have yelled at you like that.

I hate 'highs' like that, were all of your negative feelings are amplified and exhaggerated to the point of exhaustion - ruins the high.

And women aren't accessories, I'm sorry you feel that way.

Set and Setting my friend, stay away from getting high during stressful times.

Congrats at having some deep thoughts. Must not be scared of thinking like that. It's disheartening but if one isn't obssessed in the short term they are harmless in the long.

Our lives are short, tragic, and we do so very very little with them. But we're subject to nature. Our bodies tell us to rest and relax in our spare time instead of visit our grandmothers. Sell out our friends or associates for personal gain. We could override, but these urges are powerful. It doesn't mean we can't live beautiful lives though.

ive been where u been...u nt fucked up in the head or nothin....obviously the theory is wrong....

life is stress or conditioning

get a loyal girlfriend....or a job

Basically my friend brought over his bong. Me and my girlfriend had just got back from school shopping at the mall and i gave her a pair of sunglasses i had shoplifted for her. I thought i was doing something nice. But she told me she was disappointed in me and yelled at me for stealing. I felt really bad and got completely ripped before settling my feelings. It was the worst high of my life. my heart was racing and my mind opened up way to wide. i realized that life had no meaning and that everything was stress. Lemmings commited suicide because they had accomplished what they needed to and there was no reason for them to live on. I felt the hardships of growing up and becoming old, and the fear of death. That love isn't real. women are accesories.

I'm sorry for the creepiness, but this is what i felt... After i got off the high i snapped out of this depressed state and do not feel like this anymore... but i'm still weirded out. Am I fucked up the head?

You can always find a meaning to life my friend, just don't make it such a big meaning, and don't make it so unique.

Not everything's stress either, I feel just your life at the moment is filled with stress, so you might want to sit down and think about why that'd be aswell[if you agree with me], so you can attempt to fix that.

Suicide is a big step from where you're from[so it seems], so I wouldn't really want to get started on that.

Growing up is only hard if you wish it to be, if you wish to follow society's "role", per se, that controlling powers enforce so that they can process, then so be it.

Don't fear death.

“People fear death even more than pain. It's strange that they fear death. Life hurts a lot more than death. At the point of death, the pain is over. Yeah, I guess it is a friend...”

You should fear what might be after death, but I'm sure you meant that anyways.

Love is an over exaggerated feeling, as well as an under exaggerated feeling. You will find someone you want to finish your life with, and if you're lucky, that "love", but more so a bond, will last your whole life with her/him.




“Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.”

Hope this helped, and I hope it wasn't to harsh[?] if you want to call it that.

This is all just my opinions with life, but when it comes down to it, it's your opinion, and that is what'll make you happy in the long run
[listening to yourself] - but I sure as hell can help you find those opinions inside of you.

TheLizardKing__

Look bro, we all have these moments. and also, Lemmings don't commit mass suicide. its a common misconception. the fact is, that lemmings have the brain power and capacity of a peanut, and go on mass migrations. and often they will mistake a cliff for a body of water and run straight to it

i was depressed for a good year or so after breakin up wit my girl and then found out she messed wit 2 of my homeboys....so i feel you brah...but after awhile life gets real lame when your constantly depressed, and being pessimistic about everything....so fuck it man, i just realized you cant dwell on shit and waste time on not havin a good time in life.....especially if there doesnt end up bein shit for us in the afterlife then its a total fuckin bummer! lol, we're all in it together man hang in there:hippie:

StOHned: How do you feel about it now?

What you experienced is known as an existential realization. You've finally realized the absurdity of life - that it truly is pointless. But rather than kill yourself, don't let the absurd win: rebel against it, and do something, anything with your life. Make your own purpose

man all this cause your girlfriend yelled at you?
edit:maybe try to spend your time doing something useful instead, perhaps try to look at this situation from her point of view?

Edited by hendrix, 08 September 2009 - 01:34 AM.

Ya dude, I would kinda look at it this way.. Your girlfriend yelled at you probably because she isn't really really against shoplifting, but she probably cares about you enough to not wanna see you be arrested or get into the scene of stealing.

I'd be stoked that she cared enough about you to make a point of it being dumb. Because I for one shoplifted.. when I was like 14. I haven't thought about that since I turned 19 or so.. For most people grow out of it.

Just saying I'm sure she understood the point was a gift for her, but give her a bit of credit for giving a shit.

And life is what you make it. A girlfriend argument shouldn't interfere with anything major at all!

Our lives are short, tragic, and we do so very very little with them. But we're subject to nature. Our bodies tell us to rest and relax in our spare time instead of visit our grandmothers. Sell out our friends or associates for personal gain. We could override, but these urges are powerful. It doesn't mean we can't live beautiful lives though.

Can I just quote that for the sake of quoting it because it's just soo damn good?

I don't feel this way anymore. I don't really believe that women are just accessories, and I'm not suicidal. I'm far from depressed, I'm actually having some of the best times of my life.

just during that high was when i felt like this, but the next morning i was back to the norm.

What you experienced is known as an existential realization. You've finally realized the absurdity of life - that it truly is pointless. But rather than kill yourself, don't let the absurd win: rebel against it, and do something, anything with your life. Make your own purpose

Thats exactly how i felt. i just all the sudden realized that whats the point of trying to follow these big goals and trying to build a wealth if your just gonna die in the end. So why not just live life for the fun of it! id rather be broke in some apartment smokin bud and partying than living a life of stress. money means nothing.

and i do have a very loyal girlfriend and i understood why she was angry, she didnt expect me to be one too steal, and i feel very foolish now. i wasn't upset that she didnt appreciate me stealing, i was upset because she told me she was dissapointed in me, which is something that really hits me at the heart.

And thank you for all your input, that was pretty deep. And thanks for the fun fact smooth criminal. And they say Stoners aren't smart lol

Lemmings

Oh Lemmings, Good times.