Fuck emotions.

[Codone]

Guys, god damn, it wasnt like I just suddenly had an issue with emotions. I've thought this way my whole life.

barfdog17: You have no idea what Im talking about.

Up and downs dont matter. If I'm happy, does it matter to anything else in the universe? If I'm pissed off or sad, does it matter? Of course not.

Im saying there is no point to emotions. Theres no point in life. We just live and splat, dead.

[barfdog17]

Originally Posted by Codone

Guys, god damn, it wasnt like I just suddenly had an issue with emotions. I've thought this way my whole life.

barfdog17: You have no idea what Im talking about.

Up and downs dont matter. If I'm happy, does it matter to anything else in the universe? If I'm pissed off or sad, does it matter? Of course not.

Im saying there is no point to emotions. Theres no point in life. We just live and splat, dead.

If I don't understand it then describe it instead of just bitching about how your life sucks. I'm sorry but this whole thing just seems like a cry for attention. You aren't trying to take anyone's advice. If there's no point in emotions, why get all worked up over it? There's no point. This whole thread lacks a point, just someone else bitching.

I wanted you to feel better but the only thing this thread reminds me of is this:

[Barnkis]

Well, no ones making you read it now, are they?

[ArianaT.]

tonight i started crying and couldn't stop.I felt like so pathetic crying but i needed to get it out.My eyes still hurt i seriously just stoped ballin' about 20min ago when i sat down on here and started packing my bong....
And its not over.Im still fuckin hurt

[hella chronic]

codone, can you tell me this, before drugs what was it that made you happy, made you wake up each morning and have a cause and meaning to actually continue the day to be there for a purpose?
i read that post and i hope good karma come your way, shit happens but it can things grow.
hope the best.

[barfdog17]

^think about that

And go see a therapist, out of everyone that comes to these forums bitching about they're life you're definitely one of the ones that needs it, and this isn't an insult, people have physical issues they go to a doctor, if you got mental issues you need to go to a doctor as well. If you don't you've pretty much proved every ONDCP commercial is right.

[Codone]

Originally Posted by hella chronic

codone, can you tell me this, before drugs what was it that made you happy, made you wake up each morning and have a cause and meaning to actually continue the day to be there for a purpose?
i read that post and i hope good karma come your way, shit happens but it can things grow.
hope the best.

I was an athlete. I built computers. That was actually a very good question. When I turned into maturity I have always felt like nobody means anything to anything.

Drugs owned those.

And to the dude who's bitching about me crying for attention what the hell man, just go away, Im not looking for someone bitching in my thread.

[barfdog17]

Originally Posted by Codone

I was an athlete. I built computers. That was actually a very good question. When I turned into maturity I have always felt like nobody means anything to anything.

Drugs owned those.

And to the dude who's bitching about me crying for attention what the hell man, just go away, Im not looking for someone bitching in my thread.

And the ONDCP wins. Yeah, you're right there's already one too many, I'm outta this bitch.

[Codone]

Originally Posted by barfdog17

And the ONDCP wins. Yeah, you're right there's already one too many, I'm outta this bitch.

Thanks for the avoidance of the bitching. Much respect.

[hella chronic]

Originally Posted by Codone

I was an athlete. I built computers. That was actually a very good question. When I turned into maturity I have always felt like nobody means anything to anything.

Drugs owned those.

And to the dude who's bitching about me crying for attention what the hell man, just go away, Im not looking for someone bitching in my thread.

maybe its time you start accupying your time with those things that hit those receptors just like drugs did, iknow its hard having that on your mind all day probly or filling those receptors with somehting near the satisfation of drugs. im not in your position and i havnt expierenced the the drugs like you have but another thing that used to help me when i used to just want to down a bottle of pills or put a gun to my head because i thought everything just ment nothing and life sucked, it sounds korney but just remind yourself that shit will get better. and the guy whos being disrespectful i think just doesnt understand.
i hate to see people on this community that arnt happy, i pains me and im sure everyone else on gc. just remember atleast we care about you man
to shit and life gettin better, much love.
-HC

[GirlyS]

Try being a hormonal, bipolar, emotional wreck.


I like my emotions, sometimes it's better than any drug I could get.

Feel better, dude.

[ArtemisRain]

You can't run from your emotions. They are a pure expression of your feelings and you should embrace them. Running from your emotions only makes them worse. Resolve the cause of a negative emotion instead of bottling it up and you will feel so much better.

[GrandaddyPurps]

barf leave codone alone, hes obviously going through hard times.

[Ktekiwi]

Codone-

I feel like I've been going through the same types of problems, and that Mark Twain quote someone put out there is a good one. I feel like because I am 'manufacturing' my emotions, I'm never truly happy, truly sad, or truly angry. I dunno what happened to me, but since I've no longer been able to do the things that used to make me happy, drugs have taken that place. It hurts, and I'm trying to fix it, but I have to deal with so many problems and terrible things that have happened that I don't have time to fix it, and I'd rather relax with some good ol' drug use. You're not alone, (unless what I just described is not how you feel at all).

best of luck to you

[PipeUp]

Originally Posted by I<3MDMA

lucky i cant even show my real emotions to people that i like
im too afraid what they will think if im sober

wow, thought i was the only one like this!