need help badly

[bongtroc1ty]

Originally Posted by blazed attack

look, i just explained i want to off myself...not anyone else.

and also,bong...are you positive it doesn't result in instant death? what i've been hearing is that it depends on how much you use...if you use a small amount it can take hours to kill you, but large ammounts will be just about instant

No it won't man, you will choke to death. People were doing it in Japan, if collapses your lungs so you can't breath, that is what it does. Suicide is never the answer anyways. It would be a nasty way to go out. Why not just go so far out that you never comeback? It is a win win, you will still be alive, but your problems will disappear, this isn't a joke. Take 3 hits of LSD and think about killing yourself, I bet that will be the last thing on your mind when the trip ends.

[Blutteufel]

Why off yourself now when the LHC is gonna kill us all not too longfrom now?

[bongtroc1ty]

Originally Posted by that_kid_parker

you should seek a therapist not an easy way out.. i seriously doubt anyone wants to help you kill yourself if so they should seek therapy also

I wasn't even suggesting he should kill himself, I was in fact against that very aspect of the post. I don't see where the negative rep came from, but thanks anyways pussylips.

[that_kid_parker]

did i really -neg rep you? my fault bro i clicked the top post thought it was him mustve been page 2.. appreciate your "pussylips" comment that was a great one

[blazed attack]

Originally Posted by Blutteufel

Yeah, and as we all know, the word of someone batshit enough to become an hero with fucking gas can be trusted above all else.

well, the idea was that this was supposed to be an easy,quick, and pretty much pain-free way of dying...not too "batshit"

Originally Posted by bongtroc1ty

No it won't man, you will choke to death. People were doing it in Japan, if collapses your lungs so you can't breath, that is what it does. Suicide is never the answer anyways. It would be a nasty way to go out. Why not just go so far out that you never comeback? It is a win win, you will still be alive, but your problems will disappear, this isn't a joke. Take 3 hits of LSD and think about killing yourself, I bet that will be the last thing on your mind when the trip ends.

the problems wouldn't disappear, no matter where i ran to i would still hate myself...and enough to the point where enjoying life isn't possible.

actually, i am planning a mushroom trip soon...the past couple years psychedelics have been a big reason why i wanted to experience a bit more in life, but i'll be satisfied with a couple more amazing trips....and yeah, you do feel enlgihtened after a good trip but that only lasts so long..a couple days later and its back to normal.


"The 24-year-old man died after mixing detergent and other chemicals to produce hydrogen sulphide, a toxic gas.", this says detergent, but i've been told to mix bleach and amonia.....it seems just about fucking impossible to find accurate instructions for this shit, getting a gun would probably just be easier.

[bongtroc1ty]

Originally Posted by that_kid_parker

did i really -neg rep you? my fault bro i clicked the top post thought it was him mustve been page 2.. appreciate your "pussylips" comment that was great one

that's cool, I don't really care about rep, but it was like, why the hell did someone derep me on that post?

[that_kid_parker]

Originally Posted by bongtroc1ty

that's cool, I don't really care about rep, but it was like, why the hell did someone derep me on that post?

its all good bro

[bongtroc1ty]

Originally Posted by blazed attack

well, the idea was that this was supposed to be an easy,quick, and pretty much pain-free way of dying...not too "batshit"



the problems wouldn't disappear, no matter where i ran to i would still hate myself...and enough to the point where enjoying life isn't possible.

actually, i am planning a mushroom trip soon...the past couple years psychedelics have been a big reason why i wanted to experience a bit more in life, but i'll be satisfied with a couple more amazing trips....and yeah, you do feel enlgihtened after a good trip but that only lasts so long..a couple days later and its back to normal.


"The 24-year-old man died after mixing detergent and other chemicals to produce hydrogen sulphide, a toxic gas.", this says detergent, but i've been told to mix bleach and amonia.....it seems just about fucking impossible to find accurate instructions for this shit, getting a gun would probably just be easier.

Well, I will tell you this much, you can make it with cleaning products. There really isn't a reason to kill yourself, what makes you think that you want to die/commit suicide? Don't you think it is a little fucked up that if someone gives you the ingredients and amount without knowing what you are going to do with it, but then they find out later you used it for suicide, that person will feel extremely guilty, and could even get manslaughter charges. Die with dignity, I am looking forward to my death, but I realize you have to let it come to you, you cannot go to it.

[blazed attack]

Originally Posted by bongtroc1ty

Well, I will tell you this much, you can make it with cleaning products. There really isn't a reason to kill yourself, what makes you think that you want to die/commit suicide? Don't you think it is a little fucked up that if someone gives you the ingredients and amount without knowing what you are going to do with it, but then they find out later you used it for suicide, that person will feel extremely guilty, and could even get manslaughter charges. Die with dignity, I am looking forward to my death, but I realize you have to let it come to you, you cannot go to it.

there is a reason...tell me this, lets say you started watching a movie, and about half-way into it you realize it was a giant piece of shit film and you didn't enjoy it at all, what would be the point in watching it? wouldn't you just turn it off? i simply don't enjoy the life i live and i don't enjoy bieng who i am...why would the person feel guilty? i can understand that a little bit...but the fact is death and then eternal peace is alot better than a life of frustration and anxiety, they should feel accomplished knowing they helped someone solve a problem.

[that_kid_parker]

Originally Posted by blazed attack

there is a reason...tell me this, lets say you started watching a movie, and about half-way into it you realize it was a giant piece of shit film and you didn't enjoy it at all, what would be the point in watching it? wouldn't you just turn it off? i simply don't enjoy the life i live and i don't enjoy bieng who i am...why would the person feel guilty? i can understand that a little bit...but the fact is death and then eternal peace is alot better than a life of frustration and anxiety, they should feel accomplished knowing they helped someone solve a problem.

listen to yourself you sound like a kid... are you a religious guy? if so you would know that you wont get any "eternal peace" from killing youself religiously speaking.. eternal damnation is more like it..

[blazed attack]

Originally Posted by that_kid_parker

listen to yourself you sound like a kid... are you a religious guy? if so you would know that you wont get any "eternal peace" from killing youself religiously speaking.. eternal damnation is more like it..

i'm 18, and i'm an athiest....the peace would come from the fact of not having to deal with living anymore, i'm not realy talking about an afterlife : /

[olmeca]

blazed attack, life's like that. its an open book, you can do anything you want with your life. Life is not one big happy scenario like in the movies, It has its ups and downs. Your on a down. It happens its normal.

You need to get out there and find yourself. Climb a hill and see how you feel.

[bongtroc1ty]

Originally Posted by blazed attack

i'm 18, and i'm an athiest....the peace would come from the fact of not having to deal with living anymore, i'm not realy talking about an afterlife : /

Well you will be in for a treat when you die (don't commit suicide). I'm not a Christian, but I say there is probably life after death. I think something happens that no one can explain. I think that you learn everything about the universe in the last seconds of your life. We have no idea what comes after death, and no way of explaining it.