So...I decided to take a few days off (well, not entirely....I had a little bit here and there to keep the WD's away...even though they wouldn't be too bad for a fairly new abuser such as myself).
But anyway, got some more OC 80's today. Planning for this to be my last little hurrah as I'm afraid of getting too deep that quitting will be impossible. I'm gonna get some help thursday with a specialist...but until then, I think I'll have some fun.
The new one's I got today are ugly pills. They were so scratched up and dirty, I got paranoid they were fake. That got me thinking, anyone ever run across fake pills out there (and I dont mean someone selling you aspirin when you thought it was vics...I mean good fakes with the OC & 80 or Watson imprinted on the tablet? Seems like it would be hard to do for a street level dealer, but who knows what the larger distributors are capable of.
So...have you ever gotten faked out by real looking pills? Hell, I got so paranoid about the ones I got today, I even started to think they tasted differently. It's pretty sad when you "get to know" the taste of a crushed pill

I think I'm losing it fast
I guess that's it for me and my nightime "deep thoughts". Would love to here from some of you regarding all this (and anything else). Even if you just tell me to fuck off, at least I'll have something to read here
