Tolerance sucks!

[wctom2112]

Hell, I just ate 45 mgs of hydrocodon (4 1/2 norcos) and I barely feel shit. Guess it's cause I've been messing with Oxy for the last few weeks. I used to feel really good off some hydrocodone when I first started this experimentation.

WTF...I have about 40mgs of Oxy sitting around here...I'm almost tempted to eat that too jsut to get a buzz.

My guess is I just need to take a break from everything and let my tolerance drop again. Cause at the rate I'm going, I'm gonn OD just trying to chase that buzz again.

This sucks...of course, I'm just a whiny little bitch tonight so whatever

[Ezav420]

well, if you follow your tolerance and take according to that.. technically you wont OD right? Just dont go chasing that "first high", thats whatll fuck you over.

Doesnt sound like youre at OD level though, i think THINK (dont go by this) that OD level of oxy is like above 150mg ish or more??
someone please correct me if im wrong. i really want to know for sure also

but yeah dude, going back to hydro is weak after oxy. Ive tried taking vicodin again, and it doesnt do a damn thing cept put me in a better mood, which is alright but not for the fact that it cost just as much as Oxy!!

[wctom2112]

Yeah...I feel ya. I know that I could be taking a shitload more OC, but when I made the OD comment, I was referring to the amount of hydrocodone (Vics or Norcos) I'd need to get a buzz. I'm up to 50 mgs now...with just a vicodin (5mg/500) left...which I may or may not take. It's quite a bit of APAP for me (it would put me over the 2000 mark). I know it's not enough to kill me, but it's enough for me to be a little careful.

Anyway, I'm either gonna have to take a break soon or just get me some more OC. I've got like 5 days off coming up so I"m thinking I might take the break after that...but then again, that's just 5 more days to build up a dependence on OC and make it harder for me to quit/take a break.

Kind of obvious that i'm not the sharpest tool in the shed huh? Considering how lightly I'm talking my current opiate use and risk of addiction. Not sure how I got to this point )

Well, good luck with your pill popping. It has been a fun and intersting trip....I just hope it doesn't completely consume me.

[Ezav420]

man..i completely understand exactly where youre at.

doesnt matter how smart you are, its so bomb and you know it. How do you do your OC?? i love smoking that shit..its my fucking crack

[wctom2112]

For some reason, I still justify it as not being to bad cause i'm not snorting or smoking it (yet). I'm still crushing it up and eating it. I used to do a decent amount of coke, and feel like if i start snorting it I'm getting in over my head (same with smoking it). I know it's not logical and just a way for me to justify what i'm doing, but it's what i'm doing nonetheless.

I'm headed down a rough road either way...but life has been so boring lately (was sober from any drink/drug for about 2 years) that I just felt like getting some kind of release from the day -to-day tension. Last think I need is another trip to rehab considering my career has just started taking off.

I'm an idiot