The GrassCity Confessional

[Floydian]

Originally Posted by DirtyPete

Me too man, I usually get 'em with my .30-06 while they're coming out of the library.

Nah, too big. Will go right through their head. I go with the Ruger 10-22, it'll ricochet around in the skull.

Blueend, I feel you, thats exactly how I feel with guitar. It's my chosen profession, yet I have no faith, and no real legs to stand on. I do have talent... but just not the drive...

I keep pushing forward though.

[blueend]

5 hous ago i learn my exam results.. and i failed...
i gave up my uni to get ino another one through national exams.. and i failed..i thought i wrote bad in one lesson but i wrote bad at 3 and lower than i thought in all.. and i failed..i seriously cant belive it..
i am such a dissapointment...to me,my mum...everyone..
i studied and failed...and now i feel stupid and helpless and disconsolate and depressed and like a complete failure.
this was so importnat to me..so much time and effort for nothing...

what am i going to do now??icant believe this is happening....
what am i gonna do with my life now....?
if i give exams next year im sure im gonna fail again ..what will i do?
im so dissapointed on me....

what am i supposed to tell my mum my godparents my uncle my friends when i see them... what am i going to do?i really feel like i am stupid...many people have done this and succeeded and i didnt...i didnt and i was so sure i would... i gave a year of my life at this and so much effort and hopes..

i dont know if i sound like exaggerating..but what and if i am going to study is really important to me..and i fucked up..

my eyes and my brain feel like burning and i am watching this like im out of my body....this cant have happen damnit...


so many people believed in me and i had to do this..my future depends on this..i shouldnt have failed... maybe people shouldnt think high of me after this..i am a total failure and probably never do sth with my life..i feel like dying...


*if saying all these and letting them out was supposed to make me feel better ,
it didnt*


oh and this bowl is for me being a failure
and the fact that i should get used to it.

[whitewarrior]

Hmmmm let's see....

*I love LSD MORE than marijuana...is that a bad thing? (I've only done it 3 times)
*I peed on a sandwich I gave to a kid in the 8th grade because he was ALWAYS a douchebag to me, and he ate it unknowingly.
*I've been playing guitar for about 5 years but I don't think I'm good at it.
*I play Grand Theft Auto IV entirely too much and it actually influences my dreams...last night I tried to borrow an Uzi from some random guy I've never met before, but instead he just let me use his 500,000 volt tazer gun.

[GolgiApparatus]

Forgive me father for i have sinned o.o

I was pulling out of a parking spot in a grocery store 2 weeks ago and my car grinded up against another car. There was absolutely no damage to my car, not even a scratch. BUT, the car i grinded up against, the car door was jacked up to hell.

So i did what any sensible human being would do. I left a note saying "sorry... heres something to help" And i gave them 200 bucks. The damage was well over 700 dollars but i couldnt afford that

Am i going to hell

[burnttwaffle]

Originally Posted by GolgiApparatus

Forgive me father for i have sinned o.o

I was pulling out of a parking spot in a grocery store 2 weeks ago and my car grinded up against another car. There was absolutely no damage to my car, not even a scratch. BUT, the car i grinded up against, the car door was jacked up to hell.

So i did what any sensible human being would do. I left a note saying "sorry... heres something to help" And i gave them 200 bucks. The damage was well over 700 dollars but i couldnt afford that

Am i going to hell

naaa ur good, hopefully no1 got that money b4 the person whos car that was did


im not wearing my retainer any more even tho i still should i feel gyuilty cause i might need braces or sumthin again


i wanna put it in but i hate it so much and no1 it doesnt fit great...

fuck that ima be 19 i shouldnt need a retainer still(its only at night)

[burnttwaffle]

Originally Posted by mobius635

Im straight but occasionally jerk off to gay porn.

iv done that a few times....

[eyeg0tgr33ns]

Not so much a confession, but I'm pretty paranoid that someone from my work might try and fuck me over and get me fired.