something i wrote- not really a song but .... falling rain- sitting in the dark on a broken chair watching the rain fall listening to the sky let lose her tears giving her a shoulder to cry on i wipe her tears from my face and we go on together in spite of them all when the world has turned its back on her she knows she still fills my dreams
random- there is a place where the water runs deep like a well to my very soul to search the darkest crevas to seek the longing fear time creation is but a mith derived from the need to prove existence for if we were created than we must exist? how many of you believe you exist yet claim to have no faith?
thanks i got a ton more - the first one i wrote a cupple weeks ago the second one was about 12 yrs ago? this one was probably 7 or 8 yrs ago- falling back thru vivid water sinking deap in memory's void wandering the paths i knew so well riding the rides remembering the gags childhood nightmares slowly begin dark flashes cold sweat screams fill the air blood runs across the moon the heavy sent of dead fish and salt slowly overtaken by the smell of her hair the screams fade out as her soft deep voice soothes across my sole words of comfort in an unrightable language and the sun rises and the clouds go lite as her smile renews my life
drips- sometimes it seams im drifting a leaf blown from an anchant tree sorrow fills the air with melody soft and sweet the ground below is jagged waiting to rip and tear away freedom is drifting high and far away exploration is knowledge gained each passing day and a faucet inside my mind drips my life away that one i think is in the area of 5 yrs ago
yes i suppose there is that isn't there- \t just shit- sometimes i remember sometimes i forget the shit keeps piling up and it never goes away tear it off will the kids weather the storm? what do the people around me realy think of me what will my seeds grow into what my children will become is always on my mind where am i going where do i want to go this is not the dream this is us waiting for the dream to come how did i get here falling off the edge of my life... id say 2 yrs ago
thank you! when i wright i just kinda try and ride an idea or thought and describe what i see along the way....
often when i try and describe what i think or feel about a time or place in my life to another person...it will come out like this.... Like the moon, dragging in and driving out the tide, this life pushes and pulls me where ever I am meant to go....Im just along for the ride... Sometimes the rain she brings me a comfort that nothing elts can...she alone truly knows my pain.. I sit and watch the sky and pray to feel just one drop.... It hasnt rained in some time and I feel it in my soul.... Something is missing, its all so dry... The stones in the creek bed are dying of thirst... There are clouds now in the distance. I feel them drawing near... They call to me in my dreams... Oh to see them fill the sky... To feel them soak the earth... I can taste the water in the air... Please let it rain! So tell me.....anyone have any idea what im really saying here? or is this just a nice way of keeping shit to myself....wile making it look as if I am revealing something to someone...who likely will never get what I really meant anyway....
it 7pm and im losing my fucking mind! -------------------------------------------------------- [ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scMDw9sqM7Y[/ame]
just whats stuck in my head today---- [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-1vUnz6Ub0Q]YouTube - Peter & Wendy - I'll Keep Your Secrets[/ame]
today is one of those days it feels like it is all coming apart at the seams...... the smells are all wrong..... none of the feelings are in exactly the right place... everything is off.... shifted out of place shaken lose wires are frayed floors out of level steps that take too long everything feels burn along the edges today is one of those days ..... a day to wonder off .....and stay lost......
[ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYM8IjodDMs&feature=BF&list=PL92892A7391674CCA&index=1]YouTube - Damned For All Time - Corrosion of Conformity[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnhKHChsQwo]YouTube - Corrosion of Conformity - 3) Dance of the Dead[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnyPCVF6l5k&feature=BF&list=PL6E61E5AAF4A11BA9&index=24]YouTube - 4. Buried[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vXI4ttpawn8&feature=BF&list=PL6E61E5AAF4A11BA9&index=26]YouTube - Corrosion of Conformity - 5) Break the Circle[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3T3w2LpLhaE&playnext=1&list=PL6E61E5AAF4A11BA9]YouTube - Corrosion of Conformity - 6) Painted Smiling Face[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJwEsf-swj8&feature=BF&list=PL6E61E5AAF4A11BA9&index=28]YouTube - Corrosion of Conformity - 7) Mine Are the Eyes of God[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R48wZq1Q-GM&feature=BF&list=PL6E61E5AAF4A11BA9&index=29]YouTube - Corrosion of Conformity - 8),9) Shallow Ground, Vote With A Bullet[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87KA3bpkHLQ]YouTube - Corrosion of Conformity - 10) Great Purification[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQi-tibNpe8&feature=related]YouTube - Corrosion of Conformity - 11) White Noise[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j2Iswwpvsdo]YouTube - Corrosion of Conformity - 12) Echoes in the Well[/ame] [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E7m5fbjU-g4&feature=mr_meh&list=PL92892A7391674CCA&index=11&playnext=0]YouTube - 13. ...Remain[/ame]
sometimes all my life dissolves into music - yesterday it was warm and sunny.... and beautiful outside almost all the snow was gone buds on all the trees and the blueberry bushes [ame]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TWXWSZ6w2uI[/ame] but this am ....the world is once again encased in ice.... [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1vHRwmFc-1o]YouTube - Trans-Siberian Orchestra - Christmas Eve Sarajevo Live[/ame]
everywhere i look everyone is talking about war and the end of the world [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6csT5CPWOl0&feature=related]YouTube - GWAR-A Short History Of The End Of The World[/ame]