Marijuana is the only thing

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Originally Posted by ChillnSmoke

what kind of pain though? does it matter?

To be honest, I do feel nauseous most of the time. that counts doesnt it?

Unfortunately, your life is exactly how this country wants you to be, they don't want you to have weed cause then you'll be happy. They want you miserable so you will go get a job and work your depression off for 40+ years. If you accept that your feeling of depression is only because of what this shitty country has done to your soul, then you might be more inclined to do something positive and productive. For real, everyone feels hopeless like that sometimes, especially if your a bud smoker and don't have a constant source of income or bud and can't trust that you will be able to get high when you need to. You just gotta stick through it, accept your love of life when you are high, and when you aren't high, just do things that you would do if you were high, just listen to music and exercise, if you keep your hopes up you could be out of your position in as little as a week, but if you stay down you'll always be in the middle of no-where, stuck with no pot. It's just how you look at it really, you have to let yourself be happy sometimes even if you got no weed I just know cause I'm there myself, I have nothing and no concrete opportunity to get anything. I honestly dont have a clue as to where I am going to get my smoke everyday, but I have been smoking everyday this year just about. Shit just works out if you keep your head up.