so usually when i get high i get a little depressed and mostly insecure...

[freelyfallin]

would you say this is due to the marijuana or subconscious thoughts i have that surface from smoking?

i have smoked light hash before(in amsterdam) and it didn't mess with my mind at all.

so what do you all think? i could go into detail about my thoughts if you like, but it happens most times i smoke(if not all)

[Mike68]

I'm more than willing its whats going on deep in your mind right now thats coming out when you get high. You know, this is a great place to talk about whats bothering you though...

[Rustyshacklefor]

I usually get depressed if I don't have anyone to talk to or hang out with when I'm high. Because when I'm alone I start to think alot, and when you're with friends you don't have to think alot.
Are you smoking by yourself or with friends?

[Tippy]

thats weard...cuz marijuana is usually used to help with depression....

helps when im depressed, i know that.

Peace,
Mike~

[Eggs]

I'm not very sure, but maybe the type of weed your using can have an affect. What have you been smoking?

Whenever I smoke regs I get kind of depressed and drouzy after the innitial high.

[Canabudz]

i don't know how to explain it but i understand. weed for me makes me realize the truth of my somewhat crappy life and that can drive me nuts sometimes, specially when i get high because it sends my emotions spinning. depends if i decide to concentrate on all the negative things or not, seems im a bit bipolar.

im baked, cool!

[Rustyshacklefor]

I really don't recommend smoking when you're depressed. It's just my opinion.
I smoke because it's fun and because I can, not to solve my problems. If I'm depressed or really stressed out I usually don't feel like smoking.

[JollyRoger227]

I've been dealing with depression for a little over 7 years now, normally when I blaze with a bunch of people everything is fine, but if I smoke a lot by myself and think to much I'll get really upset and depressed, it sucks. And the one time I took shrooms by myself I had the worst trip evvver.

[freelyfallin]

i am not depressed normally. in fact...i think that pot makes me depressed.

[CHR0N1C]

Originally Posted by freelyfallin

i am not depressed normally. in fact...i think that pot makes me depressed.

then u should quit and maybe marijuana isnt for u

remember its not for everyone.. it can cause problems too

[calicheese23]

That happens to me sometimes, I think it happens to everybody every once in awhile. If you have never meditated while high I suggest you do. It is a great experience. Get really into it and just talk to yourself. When high it feels like your mind and your subconscious are two different people or something. Try to talk to yourself and figure out the problem and possible solutions.

I did this just the other night and it was an experience that changed me. I've been really happy lately but there is something deep hidden away, some kind of stress, and ever since I meditated and talked to myself I haven't felt this incredibly good in a long while.

Thats my two cents, wish you luck

[freelyfallin]

Originally Posted by CHR0N1C

then u should quit and maybe marijuana isnt for u

i dunno. i think that u may be right dude.

i was gonna write this earlier...as someone said this would be a good place to talk about prolems.

i honestly think my experiences kind of make me swear off pot. i love listening to music, thinking deeply....eating...(haha) but it doesn't seem worth it if i feel shitty and insecure smoking. and let me add, i don't feel insecure normally. but i'll elaborate on my situation, perhaps to lend insight.

basically i am comfortable with myself, and have really just gotten to that point. i am single, yeah, but am 21 and have never been in a LTR. When high, i get really insecure about this....almost depressed and think i'll never find someone etc. just kind of feel insecure.

it seems kind of unfair to say that all that has changed about me can be reversed by smoking pot, and boom, my unconscious comes out.

do you think these feelings could be more me overthinking cuz of pot? and becoming anxious or whatever?

[CHR0N1C]

Originally Posted by freelyfallin

i dunno. i think that u may be right dude.

i was gonna write this earlier...as someone said this would be a good place to talk about prolems.

i honestly think my experiences kind of make me swear off pot. i love listening to music, thinking deeply....eating...(haha) but it doesn't seem worth it if i feel shitty and insecure smoking. and let me add, i don't feel insecure normally. but i'll elaborate on my situation, perhaps to lend insight.

basically i am comfortable with myself, and have really just gotten to that point. i am single, yeah, but am 21 and have never been in a LTR. When high, i get really insecure about this....almost depressed and think i'll never find someone etc. just kind of feel insecure.

it seems kind of unfair to say that all that has changed about me can be reversed by smoking pot, and boom, my unconscious comes out.

do you think these feelings could be more me overthinking cuz of pot? and becoming anxious or whatever?

i dont know dude but i wouldnt try to find an explanation because the end result is the same.. pot doesnt make u feel good and is causing problems for u.. so i wouldnt bother and jus lay off it forever. thats my opinion and suggestion to u

[MuttMunchies]

Originally Posted by freelyfallin

i dunno. i think that u may be right dude.

i was gonna write this earlier...as someone said this would be a good place to talk about prolems.

i honestly think my experiences kind of make me swear off pot. i love listening to music, thinking deeply....eating...(haha) but it doesn't seem worth it if i feel shitty and insecure smoking. and let me add, i don't feel insecure normally. but i'll elaborate on my situation, perhaps to lend insight.

basically i am comfortable with myself, and have really just gotten to that point. i am single, yeah, but am 21 and have never been in a LTR. When high, i get really insecure about this....almost depressed and think i'll never find someone etc. just kind of feel insecure.

it seems kind of unfair to say that all that has changed about me can be reversed by smoking pot, and boom, my unconscious comes out.

do you think these feelings could be more me overthinking cuz of pot? and becoming anxious or whatever?

I would suggest smoking only in social situations, dont swear off it so fast. You are smoking by yourself and you think too much and probably too hard on yourself

[freelyfallin]

i do smoke with others, but still tend to get inside my own head.