A.I didnt socialize anywhere besides structured school events, or work(for the most part, sometimes i'd lug myself to the mall with friends to buy pot, this was in high school) I had many friends always calling me up to do things but i just couldnt most of the time my anxiety would just attack if i thought of doing anything social so i just stopped trying
B.I was sleeping at the least, 12 hours a day and could sleep on command whenever I wanted(i had almost NO energy though my diet was good and i got an average amount of exersise when possible
But there was always one thing, marijuana, when i was high i was usually aware of myself, and the bad image i saw of myself dissapeared and when i thought of other people critisizing me for the various reasons my head was telling me i just thought to myself,"Fuck them."
Now for 2 years i've been just trying to find the "right" pill to help treat my anxiety and depression, I've tried Prozac with no success but rather i digressed and am now on Zoloft, people around me say they notice change but for me? i dont, if i miss one dose it takes me days to recover mentally and physically and after thinking about it, it just isnt worth the pain to get little to no results. I also take a small dose of Hydroxyzine which is an antihistimine and is supposed to help me stay calm but all it does is make me tired and like a zombie and honestly i see it as an extra thing my psychiatrist prescribed me for some extra cash flow. I have also met with a psychologist with small results.
So now GC i come here to ask you what your stance on the idea of Cannabis Treating Depression, now common sense would say yes, of course it does what kind of question is that? But then i see so many conflicting answers all across the internet saying, no it's a bad idea and could be dangerous and even worsen the depression/anxiety. But is this really true? Have you had a personal experience in the dangerous aspects of cannabis and depression?or were you results good? thanks GC i hope to hear from you soon.
Edited by CallMeJelly, 04 July 2012 - 07:59 AM.