My Addiction.

[br3ad_]

Well, in the summer that just passed (2005), I got into drugs, i tried E for the first time, i tried crystal meth for the first time..And since the first time, i havent been able to put the E down, crystal meth was nasty so i didnt do that again..But i got into ecstacy really really hard, probably would pop 2-3 pills everday for a couple months straight, my back is extremely fucked, i almost lost my job for callin in sick..Then school time came and i dropped out so i could do drugs everyday..believe it or not, the E made my life happier, i lost 60lbs in 2 months, and just made me more a people person, i stopped going to see my dad every other weekend, said i had to work all the time..

Today i was talking with my cousin thats away at University, and i told her my addiction, how i dropped out of school, and she actually took the time to talk to me, and help me realize how important school is, how my addiction is not a good thing, w/e..She just told me to smarten up, and she said "If you wont do it for yourself, do it for me, or the rest of the family", and it started to make me think..really badly, so i came to the decision im going to move to my dads, and stay there for a bit, get away from E, get back in school, get my life back on track...

I know noone cares to read this, but hey, im high, happy and just thought id share some thoughts..

-Bread_

[Wykid]

do you have holes in your brain?

[lman_15]

Hey man i know how it is with the whole E thing once you do it once you wanna do it all the time... i was on the verge of getting really into it like you did but luckily some of my friends kept me away... but good job with turning your life around from being an E-tard to wanting to do well in school and shit... you seriously have to be really fucking strong person to be able to give shit like that up and just wanna do well and succeed... good luck . . .

[br3ad_]

Thanks a lot man, Stupid Drugs, Mary-Jane is comforting me haha

[SketchyTX04]

Stick in there man. Grass City believes in you.

[skittles]

i got big into drugs this summer too.. end of the school year i got heavy into dxm, cut way back now but still do it 2 or 3 times a month.. started nuts with acid and have dropped probably 20 times since mid summer, snorted mad adderol.. also smoked atleast a qp.. done coke a few times too and smoked crack at the end of the summer, diddnt really like it tho

[Hazed]

yeh ive done beans 20 times or so, hard to stop, they sooo good homie.


Gotta think about the future though...


if I didnt have a future, If I was a bum ass loser.. fuck, Id only buy weed to use WITH beans , meth and coke..


lol, I miss the e highhhhhh

[Dank4200]

man i jus started gettin into harder drugs this past summer also. i tried E for the first time this summer to. i know what that feeling is like. you just wanna do it all the time, the feeling is oh so damn great. but when i started to do it 2-3 times a week i realized i was getting a little to into it. havent really had the urge to do it lately. last time i did it was 2 weeks ago. stay away from that shit man. get ur life back on track, you will be glad later. E really fucks u up. makes me feel soo damn dumb, i was forgettin shit all the timee! sucks.

[br3ad_]

Lol yah, i couldnt member a chicks number if i wrote it down haha...thanks for the help homies haha...Keep it Real GC!