I'm really fucking sad, you guys

[Hashbrownies]

You guys, I'm really sad today, I think this is the first time I've ever been this sad. You want to know why? Don't laugh, Azumanga Daioh, anime. I'm usually no anime fan, infact, I vaguely remember taunting those who joined some anime club at school. Anyway, I saw a funny picture labeling the difference between ADD and ADHD, someone pointed out the cartoon was Azumanga, I ended up getting really bored one day and torrenting the first 10 episodes. I instantly fell in love with it. It was like...Japanese Charlie Brown. I don't even know why I liked it so much. After watching all ten episodes I downloaded in the first day or so, I knew I wanted to download the rest. I did so, and I watched one every night, there were 26 episodes total. I didn't want to watch them all in quick succession. So that's what I did, up until about episode 23, it was like my drug, I felt awesome when watching it, but when it was over, I realised there wasn't much of the series left. I had this cold feeling, this... empty feeling, like I lost something. So that day I watched all but the last episode, promising to save it for myself the next day. Well, today was "the next day" and about 20 minutes ago, I finished watching that last episode. Man, I'm really sad, I mean, really sad, I feel awful, the last time I remember feeling anywhere clase to this bad was when I broke my arm in second grade, and still that's nothing compared to this, nothing. I realize now, that I never cryed emotionally, I always kept it pent up, when my grand father died just recently, I didn't feel anything, but now, I think I may have broke free.

Now, if you'll excuse me, I think I'm going to go cry now.

Also, thanks to those who took the time to read this.

PS: another reason I'm sad, is because my friend made me snort Lucas Li`mon salt today, he told me it was cocaine, fucker.

EDITed for a point: Go out and rent Azumanga, it's worth it.


EDITED agian: salt =/= cocaine.

[hotsauc3]

Sounds to me this "series" was the tip of the iceburg for a more "rooted" more... "Deep" problem... *puts on glasses*

I think the only remedy for this is Marijuana also known as the Hashish plant. Or try downloading family guy, american dad, & south park.

[sensimil]

Originally Posted by Hashbrownies

Also, thanks to those who took the time to read this.

youre welcome!

[DaveyWonder]

*writes on a notepad*

yes... this is textbook... you want to have sex with your mom dressed as a goat...


seriously though, it sounds like a nice catharsis, and I know what you mean (not with anime, but getting attached to something 'stupid' like that... also after a tramatic experience)

[DaveyWonder]

Originally Posted by hotsauc3

I think the only remedy for this is Marijuana also known as the Hashish plant.

"is that... WACKY tobaccy?"

"The wackiest!"

[NCToker]

dude i've felt like that after finshing watching something like that, that shit is fun to watch and then its over and you want to know what happened hahahaha...but i'm sorry about your loss.

[Ars moriendi]

Don't let it bother ya..lol I've had it happen more then once.

Not so much an empty feeling more a "thats it? you mother fuckers screwed me outta 3 hours of bandwidth/money hours of my life and effort on my part and thats the best you could come up with?"

Try Chobits ...probably won't stick ya with the bill but dodge Card Captor Sakura unless you're one who enjoys tons of frilly outfits and pre-teen lesbian overtones with a pointless ending and a lotta sore wrists from the needless detail in each an every ep. Theres like 72 or so and some movies so that 26 is nothing in terms of how into a story some folks will get.

[Peace Pipe]

Its no big deal, it seems like the only reason your sad is because you don't want to fall into the stigma of an anime nerd. If you like it then watch it and don;t be afraid of a stigma

[sirseedymcseed]

it's just a cartoon, dude.

[Opivy]

Japanese charlie brown? Somebody shoot me in the head! Please!

[KALiBERRRR]

youll get over it.. i felt the same way watching the last episode of seinfeld.

[crusher101]

Originally Posted by Ars moriendi

Don't let it bother ya..lol I've had it happen more then once.

Not so much an empty feeling more a "thats it? you mother fuckers screwed me outta 3 hours of bandwidth/money hours of my life and effort on my part and thats the best you could come up with?"

Try Chobits ...probably won't stick ya with the bill but dodge Card Captor Sakura unless you're one who enjoys tons of frilly outfits and pre-teen lesbian overtones with a pointless ending and a lotta sore wrists from the needless detail in each an every ep. Theres like 72 or so and some movies so that 26 is nothing in terms of how into a story some folks will get.

ars ive seen the chobits series... right now im watching gantz naruto ninja scroll and some others... i love torrents...

i forgot to throw in the fact that i have the entire series of fma on my computer too... i love that one.

[Peaceful Rocker]

WTF?

Dude.. you have an anime problem and as rude and this might sound i really really dont care

[scoobydooby67]

dude salt sucks being snorted. i was at the o. lineman table when the team went out to eat before a game. a dude made a rail of salt and everyone threw in five dollars. and it wasnt cool tearing up in front of everyone.

[Ars moriendi]

Originally Posted by crusher101

ars ive seen the chobits series... right now im watching gantz naruto ninja scroll and some others... i love torrents...

i forgot to throw in the fact that i have the entire series of fma on my computer too... i love that one.

http://www.animecritic.com/1stimpres...urrection.html

pick this up... classic when you're high cuz the shit they have weapon wise are like totally off for the era so it's like powerrangers meets ninjascroll meets insane akria weirdness

its stupid bloody and great with a side of hash