stoner chic

[negligent]

welp, i caught my girl creepin again (sittin on some dudes lap) n even though we been together for like 2 years, i aint even tryin to deal wit all that kinda shit again, plus she dont let me smoke or do any type of drugs. so i called her a fuckin hoe n flipped her off, n later dat night i was like "i aint tryin to deal wit all this shit nemore" n she tried playin it off like "i wasnt sittin on his lap he's jus my friend n i had to lean over him to get sumthin n he pulled me down" so i was like "yea, u said dat shit to many times before i'm jus gonna get another chic" n she said some shit like "u even say urself u cant get any girls so good luck, i'll do the same" haha well a day later i'm hooked up wit a chic wit D tits, she's a freak in bed n got all da same "fetishes" i got, haha plus she done every drug except crack n smokes, haha definitely the type of chic i need


life.... is..... good

haha

[ryanrule]

girls are sloots

[negligent]

well i jus officially dumped the other chic, one of the most brutally dramatic things thats ever happened between us, started out with her feelin bad then in the end she tried turnin shit around on me like its all my fault.... heres the convo for nebody who really gives 2 shits n a fuck, feel free to IM the bitch on xxshadyzgurl17xx n tell her how dumb she is for fuckin it up, cuz personally i think i'm a pretty nice guy, i'm sure alot of u would agree (maybe not though haha maybe theres a secret conspiracy to kill me goin on on GC)

hottiegal4u890: ello
cutielilangel890: hi
hottiegal4u890: watsup
cutielilangel890: nm u
hottiegal4u890: jus sittin here
cutielilangel890: well im gunna go or sumthin
cutielilangel890: since we aint lyke talkin neways
hottiegal4u890: aight
hottiegal4u890: if u want to
cutielilangel890: well we aint talkin
hottiegal4u890: haha u mean right now, or in general
cutielilangel890: um now i guess
hottiegal4u890: aight
cutielilangel890: i dont really have nething 2 say 2 sumone who calls me a fuckin ho n dont even respect me enuf 2 apologize
hottiegal4u890: aight, well how many times have u did stuff wit guys that u told me were "just ur friends"
cutielilangel890: i dont care
hottiegal4u890: jus like u don trust me bout the drugs i dont really trust u bout that kinda shit
cutielilangel890: it still give u no rite 2 say shit lyke dat
cutielilangel890: do i walk around callin u a fuckin druggy
cutielilangel890: no
hottiegal4u890: u do if u catch me doin drugs
cutielilangel890: i ask u about it n shit but i dont go round accusin u...specially when ur accusations were wrong
hottiegal4u890: well lets say u saw me lean down n it looked like i snorted shit
cutielilangel890: i would ask u
cutielilangel890: bout it
hottiegal4u890: haha but me leanin down lookin like i snorted summin isnt exactly as clear as u layin across dudes lap
cutielilangel890: but i wuznt layin across his lap
cutielilangel890: im sure it wuz very clear that i wuz reaching over him 2 get sumthin
hottiegal4u890: haha yea while bein right ontop of him
cutielilangel890: it wuz trevor!!!
cutielilangel890: omg
hottiegal4u890: haha aight
hottiegal4u890: u prolly aint even care when i got mad n wasnt talkin to u
hottiegal4u890: my guess is u turned it around on me like "its all his fault, so i'm mad at him"
cutielilangel890: i wuz only mad at u cuz u called me a ho
cutielilangel890: and im still mad about dat
cutielilangel890: but ur an asshole so i should just accept it cuz u always do shit lyke dat
hottiegal4u890: haha, i only do shit like that when u do shit to
hottiegal4u890: even aaron n dustin n them thought u were all up on dudes lap
hottiegal4u890: like "crystals bein a ho again"
cutielilangel890: i dont give a shit wut aaron and dustin think
cutielilangel890: they r on so many drugs they cant see straight enuf 2 kno if i wuz sittin by trevor or michael jackson
hottiegal4u890: haha good
hottiegal4u890: aaron aint hardly ever on drugs
hottiegal4u890: so i don know wat ur talkin bout
hottiegal4u890: u know how u said "u even said urself u cant get any chics so i dont know wat ur talkin about"
cutielilangel890: huh
hottiegal4u890: when i said "i should jus get another chic"
cutielilangel890: o
cutielilangel890: i dont remember exactly cuz i wuz extremly mad but neways wut bout it
hottiegal4u890: well i got a girl, so i think i doubted myself on that one before
cutielilangel890: ok
hottiegal4u890: not dat it matters really
cutielilangel890: well u do wut u want neways
hottiegal4u890: ur the one who said "we aint together neway" when i got mad, n dats wat really fucked wit my mind for the final time
hottiegal4u890: so if we aint together, i'm jus hookin it up wit her instead
hottiegal4u890: dats y i aint apologized for callin u a hoe
hottiegal4u890: cuz like i'm jus an item to u it seems
cutielilangel890: well do wut u gotta do but lyke ive said b4 i wont b around for u 2 even talk 2 afta dat
hottiegal4u890: y, we aint together neway
hottiegal4u890: like u said
hottiegal4u890: n u did that shit to me like 3 different times
hottiegal4u890: "he's jus a friend" then i leave for a week n come back to u wit some other dude
cutielilangel890: ok
hottiegal4u890: how u think dat kinda shit made me feel
cutielilangel890: i aint disagreein but lyke i said u go off fuck who ever u want or wutever else but dont even expect fo us ta b friends
hottiegal4u890: and y shouldnt i expect us to be friends
hottiegal4u890: cuz ur gettin a taste of wat u done to me so many times?
cutielilangel890: nah
cutielilangel890: i neva fucked neone
hottiegal4u890: antonio
cutielilangel890: nah i didnt fuck him
hottiegal4u890: that aint wat i heard from him
hottiegal4u890: that mahfucker cant even look at me
hottiegal4u890: cuz he knows i know
hottiegal4u890: n he knows if he gives me even the slightest ignorant glance like "i fucked dat kids gf" that i'll blast out his molars wit a bat
hottiegal4u890: aight, so even though through all the shit u done to me i still stuck around, now dat i'm doin the same thing ur gonna be fucked up bout it
cutielilangel890: u r gunna intentionally go b wit sumone else and hurt me and do shit wit them and knowin ur gunna do shit even b4 u go 2 hang out wit em n expect me ta b happy?
cutielilangel890: o hell no
hottiegal4u890: haha i aint doin nuttin on purpose
hottiegal4u890: i'm doin the shit for my own good
cutielilangel890: okay and lyke i said u go do wut u gotta do
hottiegal4u890: haha aight, but thats twisted that ur gonna be all stubborn bout this
cutielilangel890: wut the fuck!
cutielilangel890: u think dats twisted
cutielilangel890: u doin shit and KNOWING its gunna hurt me b4 u do it is so much more twisted than i can even think of
hottiegal4u890: like u didnt know dat doin all the other shit would hurt me?
hottiegal4u890: see i figured it out, it dont matter if wat u do fucks me over, cuz u know u got me hooked like a fuckin fish n that if shit fucks up for u i wont have any problem takin u back in
hottiegal4u890: dats y u get mad at me over the stupidest shit, like me talkin to alex, cuz u know i aint gonna get pissed about it, i'm jus gonna try to get unpissed at me, its all jus a game, n i figured out wat the rules r
hottiegal4u890: go talk to jessica nunley tomorrow i even told her i dont wanna really get another chic, not cuz i dont need one but because i hate hurting u when i know wat i do is gonna hurt u
hottiegal4u890: i never liked when u got hurt because of the drugs either, thats y everytime i fucked it up i would jus promise and promise that i wasnt gonna do it anymore cuz i didnt want u to be hurt because of me
hottiegal4u890: apparently u havent figured that out about me yet
hottiegal4u890: i never do shit just for the soul purpose that i know its gonna fuck you over
cutielilangel890: here u wanna hear sumthin
hottiegal4u890: sure
cutielilangel890: me either!!!
cutielilangel890: there ya go
cutielilangel890: u supposedly do shit wit guys and hurt u and u do drugs and hurt me so that means that ur twisted way of gettin wit anuther chick and hurtin me means dat i should do drugs n hurt u
cutielilangel890: cuz ur focusing on all the times ive hurt u
cutielilangel890: well uve dun ur share also
cutielilangel890: and im not purposly tryin ta get back at u for dat shit
cutielilangel890: n dats wut ur tryin ta do
hottiegal4u890: nah
hottiegal4u890: wanna know wat i'm tryin to do honestly?
hottiegal4u890: u can ask nunley bout this to
cutielilangel890: u pretty much said dat in different words
hottiegal4u890: nah
cutielilangel890: by telling me ur gunna do shit wit other gurls then comparing it 2 me doin shit wit other guys is tellin me indirectly that ur tryin ta get back at me
cutielilangel890: yes it is
hottiegal4u890: wat i was tryin to do by that is justify wat i'm doin so i dont have to feel like i'm a total dick
hottiegal4u890: wat my real intentions r is i need a chic who i can actually see on a regular basis n who dont care wat they mom's think of me cuz most people dont listen to their parents bout this kinda shit, n to be real honest wit u, my hand is gettin hella boring so i really wouldnt mind gettin some action while i'm in the process
cutielilangel890: i told u go rite ahead!
cutielilangel890: im not stoppin u
cutielilangel890: i never argued once about it
hottiegal4u890: haha i know u aint
hottiegal4u890: and i aint even worried bout dat part
hottiegal4u890: u aint gona get my point no matter wat i try n say
hottiegal4u890: cuz u think u got it all figured out wat i'm tryin to say, u aint gonna be my friend if i do this no matter wat i say, n to be honest it would really bother me if we didnt continue being friends, but nothin i can say is gonna change how u want things to go down
hottiegal4u890: so i might as well stop tryin
cutielilangel890: ur rite
cutielilangel890: no matter wut if u do shit wit sumone else thats it i could never even look at u again
hottiegal4u890: welp, ur just different than me i guess, i can jus deal wit u doin shit wit someone else, n u cant, simple as that
cutielilangel890: yeah
hottiegal4u890: i went out wit stacey, y can u still look at me
cutielilangel890: do u remember how hard it wuz for me 2 even talk 2 u again after i found out wut u did wit het
cutielilangel890: her?
hottiegal4u890: yea, but u still do now
cutielilangel890: but u didnt fuck her
cutielilangel890: or so u told me
hottiegal4u890: ur right i didnt
hottiegal4u890: n u didnt fuck antonio, or so u told me
cutielilangel890: no i didnt
cutielilangel890: or neone else
hottiegal4u890: .... adam, even if dat was a long time ago
cutielilangel890: not realy
hottiegal4u890: still did, even if neither of u climaxed his dick was still up in u
hottiegal4u890: n dats a whole lot further than my dicks gone
hottiegal4u890: even after 2 years
cutielilangel890: cuz i decided that i didnt want 2 yet
hottiegal4u890: welp i don know how long u plan on waitin til u want to
cutielilangel890: well either do i
hottiegal4u890: well i dunno how long u plan on holdin out, but really though i aint been able to see u out of school for almost a year, and the few times i did get to see u it wasnt exactly like "we dont have this oppurtunity to often we should make it somewhat worthwhile" its more like "let me drive" and stayin around a whole shitload of people where its impossible to do nethin or always havin someone else present, so really how much further can our relationship go, we dont even kiss nemore, the shit is goin backwards
hottiegal4u890: i don know bout u but i always thought relationships r supposed to progress, not progress then regress a lil and then progress a lil more but not back up to the peak of where it was before
hottiegal4u890: r u seein wat i mean at all?
hottiegal4u890: if i had things the way i want them to be i could stay with u forever and be happy but since ur mom interfered it jus aint like that
cutielilangel890: number one u need ta get sumthin straight my mom didnt interfere wit shit she is da one who got me outa dat lyfe dat u put me back in
hottiegal4u890: well then if u dont want to be involved in that kind of shit then y do u bother with me, i know in the back of your mind u have no doubts that i'll prolly fuckup stayin off drugs and ur mom is 200% certain that i'll never change
hottiegal4u890: n even if i did ur mom still would be 200% certain
hottiegal4u890: wats the point of bothering with me if i'm jus a druggie and u, ur mom, n everybody else knows that for a fact
cutielilangel890: u kno
cutielilangel890: i dont kno y the hell i bother wit u
cutielilangel890 signed off at 4:41:52 PM.
hottiegal4u890: i dont either
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cutielilangel890 signed on at 4:43:23 PM.
cutielilangel890: DO NOT im me on dat sn ever again
hottiegal4u890: who cares
cutielilangel890 signed off at 4:43:50 PM.
cutielilangel890 signed on at 4:55:06 PM.
cutielilangel890: i can not accept wut u do and how u act therefore i guess i cant b wit u then

Auto response from hottiegal4u890: cool, ur jus makin shit easier on me cuz u jus said it urself u don want me, like u said when u dumped me after u did shit wit dave on ur mission trip "nothin lasts forever", so when ur all upset n shit even though u aint gonna show it to me, remember that, cuz u said it urself

hottiegal4u890: and wat is it that i do n act like
cutielilangel890: havent u figured it out yet?
hottiegal4u890: the only times i've ever called u anything is when u did something that in my opinion was fucked up, other than that i've never said nething to you derogatory, and wat do i do? drugs? aint done em for quite a long time, maybe like wat i do is walk the wrong way or sumthin
cutielilangel890: alls i do is make excuses bout shit u do
cutielilangel890: drugs
cutielilangel890: alex
cutielilangel890: smoking
cutielilangel890: i cant change u and i told myself that a long time ago and i still try 2
cutielilangel890: not on purpose tho
cutielilangel890: so if im not happy wit how u r when u do the things u do then i cant b wit u at all rite?
hottiegal4u890: haha aight, but i quit drugs pretty much so i could keep u, n if ur usin me talkin to alex (which i aint done in more than a week also) then thats jus a sad excuse
cutielilangel890: dont u see the pattern?
cutielilangel890: i finally got u 2 stop drugs
cutielilangel890: u dont talk 2 alex
cutielilangel890: next thing i want 2 change about u is smokin
cutielilangel890: and i cant do dat
cutielilangel890: cuz that will make u not happy wit me cuz im tryin 2 change u
cutielilangel890: thats y we fight
hottiegal4u890: u don even know how much shit i've done just so u would be happy and accept me again, haha but smokin cigarettes outweighs all of that
cutielilangel890: cuz if i wuz okay wit evertying then we would never fight
cutielilangel890: no dont u get it
cutielilangel890: it really has nuttin ta do wit da cigs
cutielilangel890: but since i want u 2 stop alls i would have 2 do is b mad at u and stop talkin 2 u until u stopped
cutielilangel890: then i would b happy
cutielilangel890: but u wouldnt
hottiegal4u890: haha aight well watever, i aint perfect enough for u
cutielilangel890: bcuz im takin away everything u like
cutielilangel890: and its not rite of me
hottiegal4u890: ur takin away everything and giving nothing in return
cutielilangel890: thats the other thing i hate
cutielilangel890: everything has 2 b sexual
hottiegal4u890: in fact even when u take stuff away u take even more away jus to fuck wit me alot of times
hottiegal4u890: well u aint ever been addicted to drugs, so u wouldnt know how the whole rehabilitation process works
hottiegal4u890: lemme explain it to u
cutielilangel890: no im done
cutielilangel890: bye
hottiegal4u890: no
hottiegal4u890: how bout u let me talk for once instead of shuttin me off
cutielilangel890: no
cutielilangel890: goodbye
hottiegal4u890: no
hottiegal4u890: hold the fuck up for 3 seconds
cutielilangel890: yes
cutielilangel890: no
hottiegal4u890: stop bein stubborn
hottiegal4u890: aight, if u leave i'm jus gonna IM the other sn
cutielilangel890: no!
hottiegal4u890: n u don want that to happen
hottiegal4u890: so holdup for 3 seconds n lemme explain a lil summin
cutielilangel890: but c i can fix dat
cutielilangel890: no
cutielilangel890: i dont wanna hear it
hottiegal4u890: u always want me to quit shit
hottiegal4u890: well let me explain how quitting shit works
cutielilangel890: im a bad person i cant fix or change u n dats it
cutielilangel890: bye
hottiegal4u890: aight u can go bye but i'm gonna IM the other sn
cutielilangel890: not if i aint on it
hottiegal4u890: then i'll jus call ur phone
hottiegal4u890: n leave a voicemail n explain it
cutielilangel890: it aint on
hottiegal4u890: i can still leave a voicemail
cutielilangel890: lyke the service is shut off
hottiegal4u890: n i can still call ur house
cutielilangel890: u wouldnt
hottiegal4u890: n leave a message on that answering machine for ur mom to hear
cutielilangel890: cuz u kno my mom would lyke call da police
hottiegal4u890: i dont care
hottiegal4u890: wat r the cops gonna do
cutielilangel890: yes u do
hottiegal4u890: honestly, i dont
hottiegal4u890: i'll jus tell her "dont wory i aint bothering ur daughter nemore, jus give her this message so she knows y i never quit drugs before
cutielilangel890: since she said if u dont stay away from me and u called she can call da cops n they can put u away
cutielilangel890: but c
cutielilangel890: i dotn really care
hottiegal4u890: bring on the cops
cutielilangel890: so it dont matter
cutielilangel890: theres not reason fo u 2 tell me
hottiegal4u890: yea
hottiegal4u890: there is
hottiegal4u890: that way u dont think all ic are about is sex
hottiegal4u890: cuz i know thats wat u think i'm gettin at
hottiegal4u890: and ur mom knows u talk to me, u told her
cutielilangel890: 1
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cutielilangel890: 3
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i hate people who r stubborn n wont let me get my words in, nothin more irritating than being interrupted

[Gilligan]

Thats a really long aim message......

[negligent]

haha yea most definitely, if one of yall tells me how to put it in larger font i'll bump up the font so it aint so hard on the eyes, i dont expect nebody to read the whole thing but feel free to skim the shit or ignore it, watever floats ur boat

[smoke_the_dank]

Originally Posted by Boondock

*puts negligent in ignore*

I never really understood this. its easy enough just to ignore the posts without blocking all of his messages. Neg has some good shit to say, youd not get the full GC effect without this crazy bastard.



Neg, dont let em run ya, theyre called bitches for a reason.

[smoke_the_dank]

yo neg, whats with the SN?
hottiegal4u890 ???

kinda scary bro

[negligent]

hahahahahahah oh man i definitely shoulda explained that part earlier, well since her mom hates me n shit, she aint allowed to talk to me, so i gotta talk to her on a female sn to hide suspicion n shit.



n as a matter of fact, the only girl i wanted to be with for the past 2 years was her, i mean sure i looked at other girls like "wow that chic is pretty fine" but i mean dont even try to act like every dude out there doesnt do that, but i never like hit on girls or tried to cheat on her

so i guess i aint a hypocrit, i had one other gf while we were seperated for a couple months last year, but even when i had that gf i could only really think about crystal, haha, yea love is fucked up, but it cant always last forever and if i were to end up marryin her or something my life jus wouldnt work cuz when i own my own house, i damn sure want to be able to smoke in it n grow freely, along wit other stuff, so thsi is just for the best

Originally Posted by Boondock

oh fuck. i though negligent was a girl talking about her friend sittin on some dudes lap.
now i understand

hahaha, nah, i'm a male, or maybe i'm a female secretly covering up that i'm really a lesbian nazi hooker abducted by aliens and forced into a weight loss program (go see UHF, u'll laugh when u figure it out)...... oh shit, there onto me

[smoke_the_dank]

I cant seem to get crystal off my mind as well.... but thats a different... very spun out story.

dont marry someone that habitually puts you in a bad position like that. if you feel like you cant trust her, you arent going to feel secure.


Im kinda gettin sick of this sappy lovey dovey negligent. wheres the completely fucked the fuck up on all kinds of shit and goin to school Neg?

peace bro, youre one of the coolest blades here!

[negligent]

Originally Posted by Tomohiro

I would not commit to her.

yea, i aint plannin on it, haha i'm jus in it for a chic who does drugs n the crazy sex i'll be receivin



and as for the fucked up out of control negligent, well he's locked up until next week when my probation officer tests me, then i'm off the probation n i'll be gettin super crunk, haha although i might eat some shrooms tomorrow so u might get to see him then

[General Blaze]

Originally Posted by negligent

yea, i aint plannin on it, haha i'm jus in it for a chic who does drugs n the crazy sex i'll be receivin

Thats whats really good.

[Juggalo_Ripp]

Originally Posted by smoke_the_dank

peace bro, youre one of the coolest blades here!

Hell yeah man. You're my fuckin favorite person on here.lol

Posting all that was closure right? Get that other chick, blaze, and have a good time.