| Seeing things in a different perception...
Has anyone had this when stone? Like my friends say they dont get this. I was talking to this girl in spanish and i asked her if she wanted to get stone and she was like nahhh b/c she starts to see views in a different way. So yeah, do a lot of people get that? Couple examples:
*This is the first time I started seeing things different... When I was smoking with close friends, me and my friend were walking home and then we got into a conversation about being retarded or something. Like we started talking about, how can you tell if your slow or something? Like I was saying, you know how people meet each other in school and groups just merge with new friends and stuff... I was thinking... What if we dont realize we are the slow ones. Like what if we are all kinda like slow... Lol. And then like, he understood what I meant. Like when you look at the special ed kids, they dont know that they are special, they are just beeing them selves. Same thing with people, how can you tell you have something, you must be oblivious to it b/c we are humans. So later on now, whenever I smoke with friends and stuff, if I look at them, I start feeling weird cuz I kinda think all weird. Its hard to explain haha.
*I never smoked by myself before, so one time, i went into my older bros car and found weed. I was like, hey maybe I should try this. So I smoked it haha. Then I went inside and took a quick shower cuz i didnt want my parents knowing haha. It felt cool. Then I passed my sisters room and she asked a question and for some reason, I felt like I replied sounding mad, but then I felt like I was saying it regular but then i felt like I was talking mad. Lol. Hard to explain, and then I start hearing that convo super loud in my head for some reason. Then I went to my laptop, went to youtube, and started watching the Handlebars by Flobots music video. I watched it before and I liked the effects and the way it looked. But now that I watched it high again, I started to see the message in it. I got goosebumps. I could feel the rappers emotions and it felt like he was mad at the world and dissapointed and the music video even made it more trippy. It made me feel like this world is so big. I started to see the message about how we have 2 paths of creativity. We can use it in a fun creative way, or we can go over board and use to much of our control, like the corporate side. I realized, if we spend all this time and making weopons for war, why is it still hard to do these other things, like help poverty etc...
*I went to school high and like, when I started to talk with some ppo in class, it felt as though some of my friends that dont smoke were disappointed in me and my heart would race super hard. Like I asked my friend for gum and he was like DAYM man your breath is dank and asked if i was high and started walking away. Then I was like holy shit, it felt like i was in a movie and he was like the kid that was dissapointed in his friend and was mad. Later on I asked him if he was mad and he said no and were all cool. So yeah...
so yeah, those are a couple of examples. When Im not high, i feel regular and see things fun. But when I do get high sometimes, even when trying to have good times, my mind gets all wise and starts thinking out the box and gets paraniod a bit... does anyone else get this?
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