I talked with smokentoke (READ)

[head4life]

HyphyPerk: figured I'd say goodbye to you man
tehbullm: why
tehbullm: what you doing
tehbullm: no man what
HyphyPerk: im not talking to no one anymore
tehbullm: man I wont hate on you
tehbullm: you can do your thing
HyphyPerk: i deleted my myspace, and all my pcell phone contacts
tehbullm: shit what about june man?
HyphyPerk: and my fuckinemail contacts
HyphyPerk: and I told everyone I know to fuckl off and die
tehbullm: why man
HyphyPerk: i almost beat my neighbors ass and hes 28
tehbullm: hey bro just relax
HyphyPerk: because im done with people man
HyphyPerk: peoplke are shit.
tehbullm: man its all good
HyphyPerk: no offnese
tehbullm: dont let people hate on you
HyphyPerk: but im done with people
HyphyPerk: they are hella unreliable
tehbullm: shit if it makes you feel better I feel the same way
HyphyPerk: and i figure ill keep in touch with my dealer, and stay high in my room
HyphyPerk: im leaving gc
tehbullm: man how you ognna get laid
tehbullm: if you dont talk to anyone
tehbullm: at all
HyphyPerk: really man, idc anymore
HyphyPerk: ive gotten more pussy in these 18 years than most people will their whole life
tehbullm: hahha
tehbullm: shit man
tehbullm: dont do that man
HyphyPerk: im just gonna be a junkie
HyphyPerk: im not doing fire fighting anymore either
HyphyPerk: i dont wanna help aqnypone at all
HyphyPerk: for all i care they can burn alive
tehbullm: what drugs you done tonight man?
tehbullm: im on hydrocodone and alittle herb myself
HyphyPerk: man, it dont mattyer
HyphyPerk: im just saying goodbye, im not signing in on aim anymore
HyphyPerk: im delting it, actually
tehbullm: man you're going to make alot of people sad
tehbullm: shit me and cottons arent comin in june then man
tehbullm: we cant
HyphyPerk: really man, it dont bother me
tehbullm: cause no way to contact you
HyphyPerk: people constantly treat me like shit
tehbullm: bro I dont
HyphyPerk: so if me not talkin to nayone makes some people sad, then it aint hurtin me none
HyphyPerk: and no offense to you bro
HyphyPerk: y;aint never done me wrong
HyphyPerk: but i just dont think I can trust people no more
HyphyPerk: at all
tehbullm: shit I wouldnt man
HyphyPerk: even friends
HyphyPerk: because thats how everything starts out
HyphyPerk: friends
tehbullm: man its the drugs
HyphyPerk: then they fuck you over
tehbullm: dont do all that shit
HyphyPerk: and i dont even care no more
tehbullm: just relax alittle smoke a bowl
HyphyPerk: fuck that man, drugs is the only thang thas never done me wrong
HyphyPerk: I HAVE NO FUCKING HERB
tehbullm: me either man now at least
HyphyPerk: becauise all the assholes on this mountain have some and wont even front me til payday, FUCKING TOMMOROW
HyphyPerk: evceb though I was the one who drove them to get their herb and shit
HyphyPerk: and i always front thgem when they have nothing
tehbullm: im worried about you man
tehbullm: you're my homeboy
tehbullm: I dont wanna lose you man
HyphyPerk: dont worry about me
tehbullm: shit man you cant just have heroin
tehbullm: and nothing else bro
tehbullm: but you have your mind set
HyphyPerk: it was nice talkin to you man, hope you have a good life. and GC is apparently down, so tell everyone goodbye for me.
tehbullm: I will man
tehbullm: you're a cool guy man
tehbullm: ima miss you
HyphyPerk: yeah man, peace
HyphyPerk signed off at 7:50:14 PM.
tehbullm: peace bro Ill be thinkng about you
Previous message was not received by HyphyPerk because of error: User HyphyPerk is not available.


That explains it. SNT told me to tell you guys so I did.


Please keep SNT in your thoughts im very worried about him he is a good friend and im afraid he is going to OD on heroin in the state he is in just not caring.



First we lost SMT (daphney) rich if you're reading this dont die on us.

[smooth08]

damn.... why did he melt down??

[head4life]

I hope he snaps out of this hes on a huge downward spiral and hes slowly killing himself its hard to see your friend kill themself slowly last night he was shooting H some patch and doing oxy hes going to OD or kill himself he tried to drive on that combo and wrecked into his garage thank god he didnt get on the road and kill himself



shit im just so stressed over this I was planing to go visit him in june and I honestly dont think if he keeps doing what hes doing he will live till then

[head4life]

Originally Posted by smooth08

damn.... why did he melt down??

It could have something to do with the fact tomorrow it will be 3 months since daphney died not a day has gone by without me thinking about her and that night and he was torn over it.

and

Drug addiction? shit im a drug addict ill say it and I have been in states before when im without drugs even downed 30 xanax bars before trying to kill myself i've been there its not pretty if anyone is local to him please go help him

We almost lost him to od twice hes on the edge of death.

[nugglord_420]

smokentoke, man. if you're reading this man, we need you.

grasscity is nothing without you. some of us may move on, but I will foerever remember you for being a great member. don't do this to us or you, man.

as a fellow michigander, i respect you in the most a man can without being gay .

i love seeing what you can say to us, even in the hardest times. Even if you have some bad problems, we will ALWAYS be here for you. NO MATTER WHAT! We love you man, I don't care what anyone says, but we LOVE YOU!

I know you recently had a baby, and if that what keeps you from us, so be it. You have a family to take care of. But come in and take a peek and look over us, man. You're a great person. We take care of our family.

Peace, good luck, and keep on tokin no matter what.

EDIT - Ok I was a LITTLE drunk last night, and now I noticed SNT wasn't the same person I thought he was. My bad.

[lukaso]

fuck fuck. But yeh if any1 knows him personally nd is local check up on him asap. Hopefully he'll bounce back tho but he doesnt sound like thats probable at the present.

EDIT: jus the fact that this thread has got so many replies in a relatively short time says somethin dont it. Anyways good luck, i hope u beat the vicious cycle of addiction.

[What'sThatSmell]

He has the fear.

The fear consumes all.
And will destroy all.

Somebody needs to help him.

[sky dog]

I think Buffet knows him in real life, maybe he could check in on him

[LoserKid420]

man if i knew him in person id swing by with some diggity dank and a book on therapy and get started

[reggaemylitis]

im real sorry to hear how deep ur in SNT. I love seeing ur posts around the forum, always got something nice to say. if anyone is local they better go check on him. NOW.

[notbakedenough]

Smokentoke,

C'mon man. We need you around here. We almost lost you once, and I'll be damned if after all the people on this site sent their well wishes to you when you were sick you just up and leave.

Think it over. In the morning you may have a clearer head and a more upward look on life.

[head4life]

Honestly I think he misses daphney so much its killing him.

[Buzzwell420]

dont lose the war fucker keep fighting

[rumandromanism]

Fuck, c'mon smokentoke. Learn from your past, bro.

[goro the puffer]

Yo Smoken,
I hope you'll be readin this man.

I know you're a baller, and from what I've read I can have a good picture about how you live. Just to remind you, you're not alone. There are others like you out there that are utterly nauseated by what is happening in this country, in this continent, in the whole goddamn world and not enough are realizing it. I've been through straight binging e just poppin a couple of white ladies a day and just roll face all the time. I've been through just straight being coked up and binging through half ounces over a two day wake-marathon where we would nearly starve ourselves to death.. Been there, done that son. Very few can say this, but we all know who is on these forums and that even though we don't talk about some things they are still there whether you want it or not. I can say I can relate, and all I can tell you from experience and a little medical research is that layin off the cocktails (whatever those may be) and seek-the-next-high attitude especially when you have infinite flow is the best way. You clean out, get some reasoning going in your brain, think out some shit, get on track and live your life. Talking always helps man, even though it might sound shitty, if you tell someone your pain and they can relate, then it's the best feeling in the world to know you're not alone. It keeps us all fucking sane man, that's why loneliness kills people and drives them nuts.

You're not alone, but you gotta make it so big that nothing will ever touch you, you will be intangible, powerful, and just shit on all those that have wronged you.

Hope to see you again man, really do.