DXM trip, My first ever trip

[sarah_sweetie77]

*i just realized how long this is. i even cut stuff out to shorten it too. sorry if it is too long for some people.

February 21st, 2003 – My 1st trip, My 2nd DXM experience
My first time trying DXM I loved it but I was disappointed because I did not get the effects that I wanted. This second time trying it I was very pleased… I had an amazing time! I had my worst experience while on drugs and my best experience on drugs back to back.
At about 10:45PM my boyfriend and I poured our cough syrup out into a glass. I poured out a about 6 oz. of Robo Max and my bf poured 8 oz. Afterwards my bf’s stomach was feeling kind of weird but I felt pretty good. I was sure I wasn’t going to be getting sick. If anyone was going to get sick it was going to be him.
We sat down on the couch and started watching TV and got high. I didn’t even finish getting high because I was already feeling it coming on pretty fast. I was feeling pretty messed up within 20 minutes of taking it. We both knew I was going to be real messed up because the first time I did DXM I had almost a full stomach and having an empty stomach can almost double your trip. Plus I doubled my dose from the last time.
For some reason we decided to move on into the bedroom and lay in bed. I got up to move some stuff in there and while walking back out to the living room I began feeling VERY drunk. I sat back down on the couch and said I was going to stay there for a while. When my bf came out I said “I’m gonna do it, I’m gonna puke”. I started feeling terrible! He came over and sat down next to me and was trying to comfort me. The room started to kind of spin and I felt completely obliterated now. I felt drunker and more fucked up than I think alcohol could ever do to you. And then… it came. I puked and I was so glad in a way. I wanted to puke, I knew I would feel better afterwards. My bf held my hair and I puked some more and some more. I felt like I was dying. I felt like I was going to black out. I could barely keep myself sitting up. I think I was leaning on him and my head kept falling all around and it felt like my eyes were rolling into my head. He kept saying you know it’s the drug doing this it will be over soon. And I kept trying to tell myself this because I have done A LOT of reading on DXM and how to handle it and how to handle nausea and stuff, so he thought I was doing fine. But really I was finding it very hard to stay grounded. I felt like I was dying, like I was puking my guts up, I had sweat pouring down my face, my hair was soaked and so was my back and with all that happening while being on a drug it was hard to keep myself thinking I was okay. Instead it felt like the drug was trying to take me over and make me think bad things. I thought about dying, I seen the ER at the hospital, I thought my bf was going to have to take me to the hospital while we were both fucked up. I felt so terrible… but then I puked the last time and it was over. I know longer felt sick and I knew it was all done. I felt so much better. Later after the trip we talked about this incident and I told my bf that it seemed like I was going through all that for like 10 minutes but he told me that it actually was at the most 3 minutes. He was very surprised when I explained how terrible it was for me. He said he thought I took it very well. He didn’t think it was bad at all. I think that is weird that from an outsider’s point of view I just looked like I puked and then I was fine. But from my view I was dying almost.
Anyway… after I got done with all that, my extreme drunk feeling had lifted some. I still felt very drunk but not near what I felt a little earlier and this was a good thing. We made it into the bedroom to lie down. I could now feel myself going numb. I pinched my hand really hard and felt nothing. My cheeks felt like they had been shot up with Novocain. We then put in Pink Floyd’s The Wall. This is where I would say stuff started. A lot of stuff happened that I can’t explain. Things that you just can’t put into words. Time got very weird. It seemed like a lot was happening in not that much time.
I know that darkness became our best friend. We loved the dark and couldn’t get it dark enough. We each had a blanket and these also became our best friends. I loved my blanket all throughout my trip. For the majority of the trip I was completely under my blanket. I was lying there with my eyes closed and the blanket over my head and stuff was going on that was just incredible to me. I had never seen anything like it before because I had never had any kind of trip and neither had my bf. We were both lying there completely quiet and we told each other that we weren’t falling asleep it was just that stuff was starting to go on and we were very much awake, just watching stuff. I noticed that outside of my blanket there were shadows on the ceiling that seemed to be alive. They were moving around and stuff. But this was not near interesting enough to keep me from going back under my blanket. Once back under my blanket I noticed it was feeling like my own world. When I would close my eyes under my blanket it would seem like I was in a HUGE room… like colossal sized… like it stretched on forever. But it was all black. A huge black room that I felt like I was floating in. I remember at one time I felt like I was floating in the middle of this huge black room and a white light slowly overtook it. I was floating while surrounded by white light. I think this was interrupted when my bf felt like he was going to throw up. He ended up sitting on the corner of the bed with a trashcan. I drifted back into my world behind my eyelids where I was seeing explosions of colors and stuff like I had only seen on Winamp Plugins. I remember thinking that it was so cool that there was so much space in-between my eyes and eyelids. I told my bf that stuff was starting to really go on and he certainly agreed. He never did get sick, just layed back down..
My bf said that he felt the sick feeling he was having leave his body. He said it was like someone just pushed a button and it was gone. It was instant and then he felt great for the rest of the time. We loved how we were feeling. We felt so good and happy. I said I felt like a little happy kid. While we were in our own worlds our thoughts were flying. Thinking became very weird. Some of my thoughts were legit and some were off the wall. There was no time during this when I could have been bored. Something was always very entertaining and all I was doing was lying in bed under a blanket.
We would try to explain things sometimes to each other and it seemed like we were experiencing things at the same time and sometimes even possibly seeing the same things. A little later we both realized that we had to go to the bathroom. Turning on the lights would mess our world all up. When we walked through the house we were taking little baby steps everywhere. We also noticed that we had our arms extended in the air in front of us, kind of like a robot. Every time we stood up we would notice this. Afterwards we layed back down and I went back to my huge black room with colored, shape shifting clouds. As we were lying there I seen a purple ball of gas float up into my black room, it was off to my left, and then I seen a beautiful angel appear from it and then disappear. This was the only real object that I seen during the trip.
Every time that I would come out from under my blanket my room would look real weird. Weird is the only way to explain most of the stuff that happened while we were under the influence of this drug. Weird had become the word of the night because we said it so many times while trying to explain things. Also during the trip I had my head up looking around and when I layed my head back down on the pillow and closed my eyes I experienced flanging of my vision. It looked like I seen still frames flashed up before my eyes in a way. And I saw it after I closed my eyes. If we opened our eyes and looked at the clock on the VCR or a small light and moved our eyes we would see slight tracers also. This is basically it; we floated in our own world of blackness just watching what was going on until about 4AM I think. Then we still felt something, somewhat of a drunk feeling still but our visuals were gone.
I did realize that after each use of dxm that I got a headache after coming down. But I have problems with headaches anyways. The 1st time I used it I experienced some severe itching but this time I had no itching at all. I really liked that.
To sum things up… while I was throwing up I thought ”never again” but after the trip I said it was worth it. I learned that darkness is a MUST HAVE. Pure darkness and being relaxed with your eyes closed is great for visuals. I personally thought it was a great experience for my bf and I as a couple. I was glad we experienced our first trip together, we compared what was happening to each other, and after we sat together and remembered and talked about our great night. We listened to a few different cd’s during the trip but none of them made me feel as good and tripped out as Pink Floyd’s The Wall. (Actually when we started listening to something different it sounded like the bass was gone.) We both had started off with a full glass of water also and after we were done with the experience we noticed that we never really drank any of it. My bf smokes clove cigarettes also and he never smoked one. We were so lost in our own world that we forgot about these things.
It is very hard to put a lot of the stuff we experienced into words. We can try to explain the things that happen to us while on drugs but it is just so hard. There are no words for a lot of it. But I hope that this report helps someone understand the dxm experience a little more.

So what plateau do you think we made it to?

[Stylez1877]

sounds alright, I'll just stick to my weed high tho

[hit-this]

yeah dxm is great just whatever you do dont think its like a baby acid trip its not alot of people say that. if you want to do dxm again try using the search botton and find out how to get the dxm and just the dxm out of robo. im doing it this weekend it doesnt make me feel sick like that. about what level or w/e you made it to im not sure but i know if seen things like you were seeing with my eyes open but that wasnt on robo. ill go post that time now look for ether-head as the post name.but it sounds like you had a blast i used to do robo at school it makes the time fly! and all i did was say it was sick
oh ok put your head down then lol ooooooook

[TorontoCartel]

hahah this thread is over 3 years old why bring it back

[bbq49]

DXM is fucking evil, man.
I took like 255mg right(I'm a small person 75lbs 5'0) and it was great at first...
I was just like laying there and stuff right then my arms get tingly and my face gets tingly and my whole body just feels numb and I knew right there and then that I was gonna die. I couldn't really feel my heart beat but then I saw myself from the ceiling and I looked like a demon kinda I was all red and stuff and naked and I felt myself like shrinking and I was just waiting to like fade 'cos it really hurt then I kind just like snapped out of it and jumped up.
Everytime I would close my eyes, I'd see a rainbow-y spider then I'd get tingly again.
Lame night. I kept having panic attacks and such. It ended somewhere around 4am when I finally went to sleep, but I had trouble breathing a few days after.