A list of All the drugs i can remember doing, plus experiences and thoughts

[modern-hippy]

I have comsumed the following substances as of 10/22/06:

1. Marijuana
2. Mushrooms
3. Salvia 20 x
4. DXM
5. Opium
6. morphine
7. Skelaxin (in large doses, sometimes snorted and mixed w/ Flexeril)
8. Flexeril (by itself and w/ other pills)
9.Soma (WOOOOOHOOOOO)
10. Nytol abuse (kind of stupid i think)
11. Hydrocodone(vicodine)
12. kava kava in kavatrol capsul form (did very little)


Here come the drug experiences that i copied and pasted from previous posted reports from this site and others. Unfortinatly my mushroom trip is not included here because the site i posted it to fucked up and lost my report :-(..... its a shame too, shrooms is the only psychedellic that i had a completly great time on with no bad effects. What I can tell you about being on shrooms is i remember big cement bubbles coming up from the pavement outside. and the grain of the side walk was moving. heres the other shit

Marijuana experience #1 - I wrote this when i Was like 15 or something
pretty cool storry i wrote about my weed "experience"

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EXPERIENCE
I WROTE THIS ONE NIGHT WHILE SMOKING SOME PATICUALLRY STRONG MARIJUANA. THIS IS WHAT I EXPERIENCED AND WROTE DOWN WHILE I WAS HIGH.


the music is not comming from the speakers. it is comming out of teh air. it is not music. it is an actuall sound, not made from the speakers. It Is a thing not music, not sound. more like energy. I lay there, unwilling to move. The speakers make a sudden woosh noise. The noise does not come from the pseakers. It is a wave of energy that flows through me. It makes my whole body suddenly stiffen as if starteld, although i was not startled. My body stiffining was the result if the wave of energy traveling through my body. The albulm "wish you were here" sounds as though it is a completly diffrent albulm when listend to under these conditions then under normal circumstances. Each time the speakers make a noise, such as wind blowing, I hear the wind blowing inside the walls of teh garage. Like I said, a real sound, not comming from the speakers. Anotehr main affect of the drug is an unsuall and undescrbiile feeling. It can make your muscles twitch, and it gives you a verry worrysome feeling, yet a wonderfull and undescribling excellent, no.... ecsquisit feeling at once. I cannot even begin to describe this feeling it is so great.

(some time later, i write)

I also have a feeling as if the walls are alive

some time later

This is not over exaguating. If anything its under exauguating. Nothing can be anywhere near as close to actually experiencing it. I feel as though even others who experience this same exact thing, will not experience it the way I did, simply because they are not me. Only I can experience things in this way, and the same amount of weed for another person under the same surcimstances could not give them a trip as extream and as wonderfull as this.

The muisic is alive. it goes through me. Also, an understanding of all reality, of all things you now undertsnad EVERYTHING... EVERYTHING. there is nothing you dont understand, but if someone where to ask you what you are suddenly understanding, you would not be able to tell them. it is verry diffucult to describe. You have a knowledge of all things. of everything, and what you know is very diffrent,,, or hummmm... well its, its just something you know, but you cannot describe what it is you know, but you know something that you dont know when your not stoned, and when your not stoned anymore, you always forgett what it is that you know. This is not Like I know That sombiody threw a ball or something. This is not like knowing someone cheated on there girlfriend. Its not a fact you know, its more like an understanding of the universe and off all that exists. Of all in existence, at times you can feel like god, which is pretty funny since franky i dont belive in god (when i sober anyways) but its kind of like - Damn.... I had a really good thought about what i was going to type. It was brillent, but i lost it now.

now i am going to listen to music and possible to take a few more hits. i will write more when i experience more


A feeling of wegtlessness. Im floating through space, in a crib, and the music is carrying me through space. It feels like flying. Slowly, the music rocks me back in forth, as im in a crib, with gold bars. I'm creating this in my mind, visuallinzing it in my mind. The music is making me visualize this, but besides visualizing it, i feel it. I feel as though i am actually floating. I'm going to go in the house to watch CNN.




Marijuana experience #2

explaining how the universe works

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ok to fill you all in : I have a garden on the roof of my house, with mamoth 12 foot tall sunflowers in it. I smoked some pot up there real early this morning, and watched teh sun come up. This is what I wrote after i came down.

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i planted sunflower seeds , they grew. A small world exists now because of me. the bees routine of buzzing along the flowers each day is by me. I am a god by defination to this small universe. I watch as teh small tan spider crawls over a leave, the small amont of light making it glow. the bees that normally buzz around are now sleeping on the flowers. they will soon wake up to their morning rountine. all because i planted the seeds.

the roof is like a universe. all the plants resemble diffrent worlds. I am a god of this universe because i created these worlds in this specific order, and each of these worlds have a retiune. The bugs that all live on them are diffrent. bees and spiders on the sunflowers, little white moths on another plant. If these were two worlds, these two diffrent types of bugs would be aliens to eachother because they are from diffrent worlds. I am only a god of this universe, the roof. the rest of the back yard and world is a diffrent universe, a universe that contains my mom and gail, and everyone else, not controlled by me. only this universe on the roof (my garden) was partially in my conctroll. i realize that i do not have full controll over my universe, just like god might not have full controll over our universe if there was a god. i created this universe, but i cant necasarly controll when a bee damages a wing, or a grasshopper injures a leg. I cant contorll the bad things that happen in the world. mabey if there was a god, the reason to why bad things happen is because he cant controll it, just like i cant completly contoll my universe.

i could take one of my worlds in this universe, and throw it off the roof, in to another universe. (the rest of the world that exists off of my roof) So god could take our world, and stick it in another universe, where all new rules aply. such as how life works, and gravity and stuff like that. I could not water any of the plants, and not nurture my worlds, and they would die off. just like god. "IF THE WHOLE WORLD GOES TO SIN, OR IF JUST CUZ IM ANGRY AND FEEL LIKE IT, IL DESTROY THE WORLD" (noahs flood). Well i could destry my world, but i choose not to.

Mabey our whole universe ( the real universe) is just a garden with some teenage kid looking over it, and we are just one of the spiders on a sunflower. the sunflower we are on is earth. the other sunflowers planted around it are diffrent planets in the sunflower galaxy. examples : mars, saturn. then the group of snap dragons is another solar system, and each pot with a snap dragon in it is a wrold of the snap dragon galaxy. so there are several galaxys in my universe.



Now on to the good stuff

Salvia trip report

So salvia experiemnet #3 in this druggies life. The first time i felt jack shit. the 2nd time some months later i tripped out and had some crazy visuals. this third time tho.... it was just fucking nuts, more intense then any trip ive ever had, even on shrooms.

Reality was collapsing down all around me. the walls were melting, my speakers were melting and the scenery was very quikly changing. At this point, I was not aware i was under the influece at all. I thought there was something serriously wrong with me. I felt I had broken my brain. I couldnt see anything excepet bright colors, mostly red yellow and black. I felt as tho my body were being thrown violently around. Bars of colors continued to roll over my vision and I felt as tho reality was closing in around me. It was extreamly extreamly unpleasent. I watched my own body fall down a very brightly lit wall of intense colors. Each time i hit another bar of a diffrent color my body jolted and i could actually feel pain. At some brief points, I saw the front lawn of what i thought was my grandmas house.
Now I could strongly sense an invisible force field with gravity like properties swirling around in the center of the garage. I was panicking at this point because i was pulled into the force field and my body began spinning around and around on some big object in the center of the garage. nothing i looked at around me made any sense, i was completly lost. I tried desperatly to cluth on to a single thread of reality but despit all effort nothing worked. i grabbed onto a pice of it with both hands as i was being swpet into another world. My mind could not comprehend anything that i was seeing, and the english language does not contain any words that would accuratly describe it, so i just simply cant.

The music that was on became a physicall object that was alive and on top of me crushing me. I asked my sitter to turn it off and she asked how to turn it off. At this point i just yelled at her "I DONT KNOW JUST TURN IT OFF!!!" I apolagized later for this.

when the music went dead i was able to relax more. my body no longer felt like it was being violenty thrown around a room, and i was able to see more clearly and make more sense of what i was seeing. No matter where i looked, i couldnt see a single thing from in the garage. my sitter wasnt there any more, altho i could hear her talking to me, telling me everything would be ok and just to relax. she even had to keep me from jumping off the top of the chair and hurting myself when i was trying to "climb" back into reality.

Suddenly I was in some kind of aircraft, looking through a hole in the floor. I could see vast lands of crops and vegtables, and even tho we were high up in an airplane i could see weird and bizare animals running through the fields. My sitter told me i was talking about miniture dinosaurs, but i dont remeber that. Im convinced this was an alien planet, or another dimension or something. the normal laws such as right left, up down, gravity, speach, sight, sound, time... none of it applied to this world.

Now the trip was slowly starting to die down(thank god... its fucking intense) My body felt like it was being split into 2 and going back into one. my sitter kept asking me if i was ok and was saying "no im not no im not no im not" i came back down to normal, the garage came back into a view and i utterd a sigh of relief. Later she would tell me i spent some of the trip laying down on the floor with my eyes mostly closed... ha i dont remember ever being on the floor. sitter girl had to go to work but I made sure to show up at her work when she got off and told her how crazy it was and she had to try it.

SITTERS TRIP


Her trip was more pleasent then mine, she had no bad. except for at one point she called my name over and over and was freaking out so i sat by her and put my arm around her and told her everything would be alright. that seemed to calm her down pretty fast. She had the walls melting, but in a diffrent way that i did, she said it was folding over itself like paint being pourd. She also said the whole room changed to a diffrent room and she felt like something touching her or pushing on her or something. after many very strange vocal sounds and facial expressions that got us both cracking up laughing, she came down and wanted another hit so she braved it and took it.


STATISTICS
both her trips lasted about 5-10 minutes. mine lasted 20 -30. Im a 19 year old male 135 pounds. sitter is 21 year old female, unkown weight. Each trip was the result of a single bong hit. I took in significantly more smoke then her and held it longer. product was purple sticky salvia, 20 X extract. This event has had a significant impact on some of my beliefs. I am now much more inclined to believe in worm holes that lead to other universes and/or dimensions. Forcefields have also become of intrest to me and ive briefly researched both of these....theorys if you will on the internet. Also, I have never felt quite the same since doing this. At times i just feel diffrent, I can't explain it other then that.


DXM TRIP

so J and I downed the cough syrup last night, and i would definatly recomend it, its pretty fun.
The first hour or so was spent feeling a little queezy with slight hulliciantions (the black and grey design on the carpet was moving, shit like that) I was watching Fantasia, the part with the Rolling hills, when i felt like i needed to throw up. so I grabbed a plastic bag and ran outside and the ground was rising up right before my eyes in big mounds like in the movie and i saw all the grass lift up off the drirt and shoot up into the sky. Right then I threw up and the hullicantions stoped.
The rest of the night was spent with a general feeling of euphoria. I found i was VERY easily entertained by almost anything and anything I looked at on TV just looked so fucking awesome.... Both j and I were laughing for no fucking reason what so ever.
Around 4:00 am J was asleep and i was hearing sounds in my head that wernt really there. It started with the beginging of the nine inch nails track closser(because i was listening to that earlier) and later i heard a freeway with thousands of cars running through the room. When I closed my eyes I saw what was comparible to looking through a kilediscope(hope i spelled that right) just colorefull paterns and shit and I sort of felt like i could picture a certain location in my head and i would be there.
We both are still tripping a little the next morning, but not much, and we kind of feel like we have a hang over, but its not as bad as if you were to be up all night drinking.... so all in all i would say you feel spectacular more then you feel bad. Even when i was throwing up i didnt really feel that sick, just the need to puke.





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[numbersalone]

holy fuck i love salvia... i havent hit it trhough a bong, does it help the taste/ harsheness much?

[mt127158]

I'll add a few. The best time I ever had on shrooms was at my friends house. I took an 1/8th and I played grand theft auto. I killed cops for like 4 hours on that game. Eating felt really weird it felt like I was chewing with my whole body if that make any since. I got up to go to the bathroom and the toliet sunk into the floor and was just a pool of water. I also saw this little kids face melt off. I felt like water was coming out of my eyes and dripping all down my arms and chest. I had a flash back and vividly remembered my childhood. It was the best time I ever had.

Contrast to that, I bad tripped on shrooms once and my prespective on everything changed. I felt like a different person and I wanted my trip to end.

Coke- made me very energetic and I got angery at little things. It wasn't much of a head high. I felt more focused on what I was doing. I felt my heart beating really fast.