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Women.......drunken rant
So i been drinkin on some 40's( I feel like ksr haha) and im fairly drunk roght about now. This is just a rant about tis chick
So theres this girl who I am absolutly in love with. When I was 15 we first met and dated for a bit but not too long adn we ended up breakin up. 18 now and me and her have been through so much shit. She had some rough times and Ive always been ther e for her, whenm no one else has, I was her only friende pretty much. Her father died and I was there for her, and she had some depression issues and shit but I stuck witbn it becuase I loved this girl, and still do.
For a few years we were just good friends and a ferw times i consdered not bein friends with her but for the past 6 monthd or so ive just started to like her as so much more than a friend. She told me I was her best friend and I told het the sae but also let jer know that liked her as more than freidns. She told me she didnt like me like that so I basicallyu had to deal. Then there was a dfew days maybe 3 minths ago where we had sex maybe 5 or 6 times. I reallyustarted toi fall for this girl again once we had sex and I started to realize how much I loved her and liked her. I love this girl to death wether or not she likes me as more thana friend.
The problem is though she wont have sex anymore and wlays talks about these other guys she fucks and makes me feel like shit. Ever moment im with this girl(*whcioh is a lot of thje time), is like heaven,. She just makes me so happu and I think I could make her so happy. Theres other giels that I date and stuff but I just dont care about them ad I jsut want this girl so bad. It just makes me so misrible thinking about thi s girl i love so much all the time and knowin she doesnt feel the same way back., She alqays flirts with me though which pisses me off cause I always get my hoppes up only to hear about this guy and that guy.
ah man I jst wanna be wthbth this girl so fuckin bad, she just makes me so happy but traats me like shit. I always ppen up and tell her how I feel but get rejected. Id seriousl just give up anything to be with this girl. Shre just make sme so happy and at this pojt im a bout to jst give up on all of it and say fuck it. I jsyt cant though, I always feel as if theres some chance that I will get her to like me and be my gilrfriend, id be fo fuckin happpy. fuck jst fisnished my second 40 haha im a luightweight though.
fuckin a...just a drunken rant but thanks for readin if ya did.
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