I have been a Christian for many years, though probably not a very good one, as I will explain below. Shortly after my "indoctrination" I began to have doubts, I was around 11-12 at the time, though, my immediate family believed and it was rather hard to express those doubts. Generally I would get the "people who do not believe go to hell" speech and quite frankly, I did not want to go there. So, even while I was filled with doubts I would do my best to ignore them and toe the...