I went to the doc 3weeks ago for anxiety and depression. GOt put on 20mg celexa a day and two 15mg buspar a day. My anxiety has gotten WORSE since than. I called to see if they would switch my meds for something that works. Instead they tell me to take 15mg a day instead of 30mg. WTF less meds will help, my fucking ass. So Im sitting here thankfully recovering from my fuckin panic attack cause a relative gave me a little bit of xanax. HOLY FUCK I HATE DOCTORS, fucking idiots know less about meds...

I got a new puppy the other day. 5weeks. I was told it's a German Shepard/Chow mix. It's a little furball, looks like a teddy bear It's was already named Hooch, might change it, he doesn't know it yet. He's a little shit machine though.



Had him for prolly 5-7 days he's had progressivly worse diarrhea, have to take him to the vet tommorrow. Pictures will be up asap

Well, I stopped my oxy usage about a week or so ago, WD's were pretty bad. Vomitting, Diarhea, headeaches, goosebumps, the usual symptoms of havin too good a time(dope sickness). After day 4 I said fuck it and went and bought 5 oxy 40's, had to give one away to family. Did 2 that night and 2 the next(Wasn't lookin for a high more so just relief, though I did get slightly high, almost did all 4 but kept my will strong). The day after that I got ahold of 20 temezepam 30mg's(from a friend, a damn good...

Have been goin slowly downhill lately. Trying to cut down on a upcoming opiate addiction, already had to go through slight WD's a few times. Tolerance up to fast, cant afford 160mg just to get off. My brother seems to be doing better, that I am thankful for. My mom's depression has kicked in full swing in the last few days, I wish there was something I could do, but she says she's fine. Been taking low doses of valium and oxycodone to help relax and ease withdrawls.


I'll be back...