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I feel a mix of fucking anger and deppresion, me and my girlfriend decided to split up about a week ago cause we'd be better friends, but we both still loved each other, and now all the sudden im hanging out with my friends on campus and one of em mentions shes going out with my BEST friend, my two best friends didn't even bother to tell me theyd been going out for 3 days. Im so sad and angry, i can't be pissed at my friend becuase when we were in 5th grade, A LONG ass time ago, we said, dude if we ever get in a fight, fuck it, we need to quit bitching and work it out, so i can't be mad at him, but her, she betrayed me. Im about to just get fucking messed up on some hydro and blood thinners i have, i can't ever forgive her for this shit.