oh guys how i remember (and dont remember) haha more then a year ago when i first started smoking alot. i was reading some stories on how people first started smoking the first time they got high. i was thinking about mine. as fucked up as it was it scared me too!

i was sitting on a chair, and i was over at a friends. i closed my eyes for a few seconds and like the floor shifted and i thought everything was a dream i thought it was a dream... i was so fucked. and i tried explaining it to everyone and they werent listening. and then i got quiet and scared and my friend was asking my other friends if iw as going to be OK. then the chair i was sitting on there was a cushion under it.. and i thought part of it was the side of my hip i was like wtf im not that fat lol then i realized it was the chair...


oh effing good times.


i also remember looking up with my best friend on how to make a bong at school. printing off directions how too! haha with all sorts of thigns..... it was funny that stuff about the lovely mary jane wasnt blocked and shit like that when a bunch of other stuff is blocked on the schools computers. it was pretty awesome......

ahh good times..

that was my junior year and now i graduate in May. less then 30 days (not counting weekends) wahoo!.

its crazy..........