i just need to rant a bit, ramble... i'm 18 , since i was 11 or 12 i've had this on and off feeling of being depressed. i don't know why, various reasons. things get better, i don't feel down everyday, but i always seem to get back into this state .... its always lingering there, it never goes away. i feel like i shouldn't feel this way, i should be happy with what i got. i don't feel strong.
i love painting, and art.... its an escape for me..... sometimes, but not all the time..... i push...

andi