How i currently feel...

[BlueMoon890]

People who do not have depression do not understand it,
They do not understand depression,
Depression is a plague, a plague of the mind, soul, and body.

Depression and sadness drain every tear, and every bit of happiness,
and replaces the missing piece with a feeling that you can't describe,
and the feeling builds and grows stronger,
just like clay added to clay,
and sometimes thats all i feel like.

A mindless, moldable follower of what destroys me. My sadness.
Obsessed with depression,
I am a piece of clay, and as the clay builds and builds,
and the sadness grows stronger,
I will continue to decay inside and out.

I will continue to grow less and less,
until there is nothing left.
And then I will be gone, without the blast.


I wrote it in class today, and for me thats pretty deep.
It's just how I feel these days.

[northernwidow]

love the poem, the complete and total truth if i must say, i had been struggling with severe depression for a little while and know what its like but am doing pretty good now, stay strong man, you will feel so good when you get out of this slump i promise, just focus on the positives and if you ever need help you always have us blades

[BlueMoon890]

thanks man, good to know someone knows how it feels...

[billybob3@gmail]

I'm in the same boat; just think positive thoughts and you'll be fine. I try to stay productive in my day, keeps my mind from wandering too much. Get out and do something, figure out whats causing this, and fix it.