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im all for fighting the man, the system, the agents, whatever, but there is a line between subversive and paranoid that needs to be understood.
whether you like public school or not, by being there you are agreeing to a kind of social contract. you behave in a manner that is in line with what they expect, and you walk out in four years with a diploma.
if you dont want the diploma, or you truly disagree with the policies/teachers, you can walk the fuck out. pretending to injure yourself to get out of a class and cursing off the administrators is not a way to subvert said system, it is a way of making yourself more visible as a threat to the establishment.
there's no room for heroes in public school, there are no "red pills" as you say. you either play their game or you dont. you cant beat them at their own game, and maybe if you stopped watching the matrix and smoking bowls for a week or two you might start to see things differently.
i too had some entanglements with the school psychologists- my 11th grade chem teacher thought i was plotting to kill her, for example. but i wasnt so immature that i walked away believing i was some kind of hero fighting against the evil thought police. if you get to the end of 1984, you see what happens to winston- he plays the game against the state and he loses.
if you hate it so much, the answer isnt to punch cops. the answer is to live your life in a way that will not attract their attention. just my two cents, naturally. best of luck in the future, whatever battles you find yourself in.
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