[sensimil]

Well Im back and NOT LAID. SO I went to see her at her apt at college, get drunk and hopefully get some. At the apartment, about 10 people were there, we were just hanging out, playing beer pong, getting CLEARLY wasted and horny. About 5 of the girls were bi or gay. YAY ME. but only one of them was cute enough, besides my friend, that I would hook up with...Youd think Id be A-OKAY..and in the running..
NOPE.
The situation was interesting to say the least, My friend who later that night told me shes not over he ex, was pushing me to flirt with the cute girl. I found out that the cute girl was messing around with my friends EX. So here I go flirting my little lesssy ass off, and she is diggin it big time. at the end of the night, dont you know my friend pulls me aside and says she doent want to hook up with me. WELL DAMN. so we into a coversation about how we're not over out ex's, which I didnt know about her, and I end up asking straight out (like a retard) so there would ever be an "us" That wasnt too smart I suppose, but all these fucking mind games are driving me nuts. The night (lol actually morning) ended up with me giving up and giving in to the realization that Im not getting any anytime soon, so why am I trying!!? We did of course end up sleeping in the same bed and waking up with nothing gained except a hangover and a sore neck. IRONICALLY NOT FROM WHAT I WOULDVE WISHED THE REASON BEING.