[savage_goose]

well ive already asked her about a month ago if she wanted forgivness, she said infront of my mother that she hated me and didnt want it. from now on i am simply working on removing her from life, she cannot be co-operated with, sitting and talking with her is a no no because saying things like, we need to work things out, or lets try to start anew would go nowhere. srry if i sound pesimistec but like i said, i need to be the solution by myself she wants no part in it.