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First, Savage, i'm so sorry you had to go through all this. I know you didn't write this for sympathy...but i just feel the need to give some out. That's a really rough way to grow up and your ability to come here and talk about it, not to mention coping with it all these years, proves what a strong person you are. I would definitely suggest finding someone you can confide in, preferably someone trained to handle this type of situation. If there are any teachers or coaches you're cool with at school, try talking to them. I'm sure that after writing this all out to us you felt a small release on that burden you've been carrying so long...and the more you talk it out the less hatred you will feel inside.

Stay strong, man. We're here for you.