[OC_Menace]

I was sitting in school the other day, high, and I came to realize something. You know how you just figure shit out in your mind when your high? Well I thought about it a lot, and weed just isnt what it used to be for me. I was kind of at the end of my high in that lazy stage and I just felt tired and didnt want to do anything. Then I thought about it and thats how a lot of my days have been like lately because Ive been smoking so much. I mean in the beginning it was fun smoking, like trying to build homemade bongs and sneaking off to places and getting way ripped. Now its just so easy to smoke, and im so efficient, that I do it too much. The worst part about smoking for me is getting lazy and tired. I hate being tired and not wanting to do anything and I hate waking up the morning after being high and being abnormaly tired. Highs for me are only fun now when im really blazed and with all my boys but when it starts to wear off I just feel like a fuckin loser. I feel like im just wasting my life being lazy from smoking and I dont like it. So I said all that to say that I havnt smoked in 2 days, and it doesnt even bother me right now. Im not saying im quitting or anything, but im just going to not buy anything for a while and see how I feel about it. Maybe taking a little break will make it fun again. Anyone else ever feel like this? Basically just bored of smoking?