[ryanistheryan]

This is the 2nd time i did adderall.. i did a total of 100mg on a thursday before school, the first time i did adderall i did 40mg and i took them with a drink this time i snorted all 100mg.I didnt do all 100mg in one session. first on thursday i think i did 40mg to start off at 6pm and just chilled and listened to music and smoked wat ever shake i could find lol. the head buzz went away around 9-10pm..i thought i was going to sleep that night because i snorted it well no lol. At about 12 i went down stairs to my computer room cuz i relized i wasnt going to goto sleep. i listened to music and talked to who ever was on aim at 12 lol not a lot of people. but i started to talk to this kid who i havent talked to or chilled with since 2-3 years ago, and found out that he smoked and he was moving this saterday to new jersy. while i was talking to him i talked my self into doing another line ha. i explained what adderall was and what it does to u when ur not add and he just laughed lol. he signed off about 2am and i was bored and there was no one to talk to.. so i played my favorite game counter-strike till 4am and did another line and well i dont know what i did after that till 5am and went back into bed and looked at the posters on my wall and they looked like differnt stuff and 3D or somthing and then i turned my head and saw this huge shadow of something on my desser and scared the shit out of me lol. at 6am my mom came to wake me up for school little did she know i was wired and my eyes were glued open. i did one more line before school and got a drink before i left, once i left outside my house it was a totaly differnt high i felt taller and strong, to the bus stop when i was walking down the side walk i started to burp constantly probaly like 60 times then i threw up a little on the side, i started to freak a little because i didnt want this to happen in school but after i threw up it stoped and i was fine. when i walked on the bus there was this girl that i hated and when i was walking past her she was talking about her flash light or somthing and i dead ass told her to shut the fuck up lmao..im mostly brunt out when im at school so no one expected that ha. then i went into the caffatiera when i went to school and sat at a lunch table with my anti-drug friends cept for a few and after a while 1 of them stated out that i was fucked up on somthing and i just denied it but they knew my head was moving everywhere and checking everything i couldnt stay still lol. then the jaw glenching shit happened and i hated that. when i got to my first period class i imediently asked everybody for gum and no one had anything and was annoyed and i told my friend that i did 100mg last night and he was agianst it told me to stop.. i went to my seat and the girl that sits next to me was apsent thank god shes fuckin annoying lol. my teacher knew somthing was up because when she was talking i was looking right at her and couldnt stop and my pupils were pretty big ha. then i had gym and we had to do this stupid shit with a ball and be in a circle and everybody has to hit and i didnt want to do it but i did and i sucked i missed the ball completely a few times and everybody yelled at me but i was just chill lol i kept getting buzzes that would start in my head and would work there way down to my feet lol it was cool. then i had english and we had a in class mid-term or somthing and i was like shit..my hands were sweaty i could hardly grip a pencil but i managed to finish and i did good i think. the rest of the day went on pretty smooth and easy and fast and in lunch i didnt eat anything and my friends knew somthing was up by then and i just told them..then i chilled with my friend after school and tryed to get weed which didnt happen..my dealer was suspened for getting caught high in school which is why i did the adderall in the first place..i wonder if anyone is gonna read this it looks pretty long to me but it only took 20mins so it shouldnt be that bad?