[azn_blazin]

I know what everyone's thinking, but it's not the fact that I don't get high or high enough, it's that being high isn't something to look forward to. (And no, extra drugs aside from "more herb" aren't really options for me. Personal values & stuff.)

Switching groups of friends to blaze with is also a huge thing. Funny thing is that before, we'd talk & laugh & have a good time. Now, it seems like you HAVE to do something, rather than just enjoy the high, but it's usually playing poker, a movie, or video games. And I get bitched at in video games because I rape them all for free, high or not. So then, I just don't want to play video games, because they'll choose random games, just because I suck at them. I find poker tiring & kinda boring. And movies usually involve lights being off, which just makes me even more tired. I've seen Spiderman 2 at least 4 times, and I still don't know what the hell happens in it. :P

Don't get me wrong. My friends are cool & all. But come to think of it, it's prolly because of them that blazing's become boring. And solo blazing does get really boring after a while. *sigh*

Edit: And I did take a 1 month break. Well, 3 week. Drug trafficking in Malaysia is punishable by death. In other words, they hang you for bringing any in. Not really something I wanted to take a risk on. And I realized that I was bored of blazing when I got back & smoked this huge joint I rolled before exams.