| Re: Fuck emotions.
lol, i'm sorry and i don't want to look like an ass or something but this thread looks like some sort of pity party to me. how can you say fuck emotions? when you're referring to emotions i only see you mention the negative ones.... there are many positive emotions. those are essentially what drugs are, a sort of amplification of positive emotions (with the right mindset of course.) that shoudl be common knowledge especially to the members that frequent pandora's box. also, emotions aren't meant to rationalized because they are impossible to rationalize. you cannot really stop yourself from feeling emotions and although you can supress them you cannot tell yourself to stop feeling it's annoying to you. it's about as cowardice as suicide, honestly. the closest you can get to not feeling anymore is desensitizing yourself which is easily obtained through joining the army and seeing many things that the human mind can't fully comprehend.
to reply to what thebigd^ said, you need to feel or else we would all be the same dull people. emotions are a bigger part of who we are than you realize if you could really think you could live without emotions. getting high, which is something we all do would be pointless because you simply wouldn't be able to have fun and be happy because happiness is an emotion and fun plays off happiness because you do fun things to be happy. all these concepts relate to each other and they are very much inescapable. Codone, if you are an emotional mess while you aren't chemically induced i hope you actually see a professional who can help you better than drugs or i can. i don't mean this offensively but from what you have mentioned the way you are living your life would make me miserable and i would have probably killed myself by now if i were also mentally unstable besides living to get high. you may take this offensively but this is how i truly feel and this is in no way meant to be condescending or just plain dick.
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