[peacebaby]

OMG..... I NEED this!!! I live in MI, and my doctor told me on Tues that he will soon be granting me whatever documents I need to be a legal cardholder. And I have found someone very nice and professional willing to be "caregiver" with good medicine.

But the biggest problem..... I'm DIRT POOR! I am unemployed, disabled, & have a small child 2 care for. My husband works 2 jobs, but is nothing more than a HS graduate, so his earnings don't add up to squat compared to our bills and my medical debts (I'm talking MAJOR medical debt!!!!!). I don't think I could even afford to keep myself medicated even with this awesome herb from my potential "caregiver." It's just not possible. I have $0 no matter what.... ALWAYS!

I feel suicidal over this whole aggrivating situation. I have been seriously and majorly depressed lately. I'm in horrible pain every day, and just when I think it's going to get better (This is new in my state, MI), I discover I can't even take advantage of it, because I can't afford it!!! I have hard enough time paying for all my medications from the pharmacy as it is! Sometimes I go without for as long as I have to, suffering until I can refill. What's the point of having a legal MMJ status, and a designated legal MMJ caregiver, if I can't afford the medicine anyway???
And as far as growing..... I have no money for that either, nor do I know how to grow the SLIGHTEST bit of anything!

I live in Michigan.... 25-30m minutes W of Lansing. Is there anyone who wants to start a group in that area? Or is there a way to find out if there is already a group doing this near me somewhere?

I'm desperate right now! Out of my herbal medication, and the damn narcotic pills aren't working (of course), and I'm not willing to risk my life and just take more of them, hoping I'll relieve the pain without killing myself in the process! I would give ANYTHING for a bag right now..... ANYTHING!!! I'm crying and writhing in pain, and my kid just looks at me like "what's wrong with her?" Usually I could excuse myself, have a bowl, then come out and play with her a bit. Since I've been out (of herb), I've just been laying down on a heating pad all day, and having to refuse when my little girl asks me "Will you play with me Mama?" She doesn't understand that mommy's sick (Fibromyalgia.... a wonderful INVISIBLE illness, with lots of other associated medical problems that tend to accompany it as well!). It makes me SO DAMN DEPRESSED!!!!!!!

I need one of these groups like humans need water!

HELP?????