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Originally Posted by NFloyd2357

I was at my friends house yesterday, when i overheard someone say "well we'll never know, its impossible to tap into our sub-conscious"

and thats when it hit me... i've been tapping into mine A LOT lately. I've been having deja vu moments as often as farts, and they often bring some kind of revalation by showing my something in my sub conscious... its crazy, i dont know how to explain it. I've had some kind of worm hole/quantum leap experience too, which if you go to page 2 or 3 you can probably find the thread i posted. Regardless, i've been tapping into my subconscious a lot, and its freaking me out, i dont know how/why it keeps happening, nor what it means. I had a deja vu moment that lead me to remember a dream i had, which led to me having a vision. the vision was of a real event at my friends house that i wasnt at or heard about, and i explained it and described it to a tee to my friend who confirmed it... then i realized by seeing that event, i watched a video with them that i had never seen in real life... when it played in real life and i realized i saw it in my vision/dream, thats when i was officially mind-phucked...

I dunno, lately, my minds just been buggin out, because so much crazy, abnormal, almost schizo-type stuff has been happening, and its starting to worry me. I've always had this arrogant sense that i know more than most people about the world and the universe, and just life in general, and those feelings are getting stronger, which also scares me... its a good thing i have friends that are on the same page as me, otherwise id legit think i was crazy... right now, i still do think im crazy, but i have no legitimacy to prove it... yet ... ugh, i think i may be schizotypal... i dno, i have some kind of mental.... (dis)ability; and i've been looking into every psychotic mental illness that exists, and i dont think i have any of them, just tidbits from some of em... i dunno, my mind is completely different then everyone elses, its very eccentric, yet i get along with and understand everyone... then all this 'all -knowing' leads to insane amounts of anxiety, because all this knowing just frustrates me... and then i need a k-pin to become "comfortably numb" and i hate doing that...

anyone have any input, advice, or similar experiences?

NFloyd: I believe I know what you are going through. Over this past summer, I was feeling like I knew so much about the world and what was going on, I almost felt like I was going insane knowing little things about the universe. One day towards the end of the summer, I tapped into my sub-concious on such a level that I had a vision. The vision was more of an overwhelming sensation of realization, like an epiphany. I felt removed from my body and I simply felt pure peace.

I think what happened was I simply decided to accept everything about the physical world, its existence, my physical body's interaction with the world, and all of the silly, absurd things that happen in everyday life.

When I experience something happening on the physical plane, I sometimes have thoughts that immediately come to mind. I attempt to "feel something" towards that thought. Focusing on that feeling sends energy throughout my body.

I think my mind has shifted from a physically-oriented interpretation of the world to a spiritual or "higher awareness" that lies outside the realm of the physical.

I'm not sure if what I have written is helpful- I just wish to share similar experiences to yours.