I was at my friends house yesterday, when i overheard someone say "well we'll never know, its impossible to tap into our sub-conscious"
and thats when it hit me... i've been tapping into mine A LOT lately. I've been having deja vu moments as often as farts, and they often bring some kind of revalation by showing my something in my sub conscious... its crazy, i dont know how to explain it. I've had some kind of worm hole/quantum leap experience too, which if you go to page 2 or 3 you can probably find the thread i posted. Regardless, i've been tapping into my subconscious a lot, and its freaking me out, i dont know how/why it keeps happening, nor what it means. I had a deja vu moment that lead me to remember a dream i had, which led to me having a vision. the vision was of a real event at my friends house that i wasnt at or heard about, and i explained it and described it to a tee to my friend who confirmed it... then i realized by seeing that event, i watched a video with them that i had never seen in real life... when it played in real life and i realized i saw it in my vision/dream, thats when i was officially mind-phucked...
I dunno, lately, my minds just been buggin out, because so much crazy, abnormal, almost schizo-type stuff has been happening, and its starting to worry me. I've always had this arrogant sense that i know more than most people about the world and the universe, and just life in general, and those feelings are getting stronger, which also scares me... its a good thing i have friends that are on the same page as me, otherwise id legit think i was crazy... right now, i still do think im crazy, but i have no legitimacy to prove it... yet
... ugh, i think i may be schizotypal... i dno, i have some kind of mental.... (dis)ability; and i've been looking into every psychotic mental illness that exists, and i dont think i have any of them, just tidbits from some of em... i dunno, my mind is completely different then everyone elses, its very eccentric, yet i get along with and understand everyone... then all this 'all -knowing' leads to insane amounts of anxiety, because all this knowing just frustrates me... and then i need a k-pin to become "comfortably numb" and i hate doing that...
anyone have any input, advice, or similar experiences?