[drsnuggles]

Ok, I used to have really good dreams when I was younger, but over the years this faded.
Now I can rarely even say that I had any dreams, because I never remember anything of them.

And I wish I did.

I've also heard about marijuana suppressing REM sleep. And I am unsure of this, which is why I'm calling forth the wrath of Sam_Spade. Sam, please hook me up with some articles regarding the correlation between marijuana and sleep/REM sleep. As an arts student, I can rarely find what I need in terms of scientific sources. It would be greatly appreciated.

Now, I have gone to sleep and 'meditated' and become aware while the feeling of the body and its senses are becoming more shallow. I remember thinking "Ok, I'm here, so fucking show me something." I started getting getting these really weird snapshot images of things which I had never physically see in real life, really gorey and horrific shit.

I also had another weird sleep-related incident, maybe I will talk about that another time in the proper thread.

So I know my mind is working, but I just don't seem to have any visible connection to my sub-conscious sleep-state. And I wish I had one. Anyone with information around this that could be relevant or practical, I would be more than happy to hear.