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ADD flare up!
Okay, I've self-diagnosed myself with A.D.D. I don't think my case is extremely serious or intense, but I do show most of the symptoms. I remember the first time I smoked pot (May of 2002) I was amazed that "all the brain chatter stopped."
Well, I havn't smoked anything for 4 or 5 days now, and I've noticed an abundance of scattered and random thoughts and that they're making it harder for me to get to sleep. Two nights ago I blamed it on too much caffiene, but yesterday I had the same problem sleeping and didn't have any more coffee then I usually have in a day (about 20 oz.), nor any other caffinated substances.
A prime example of these random thoughts is from last night, I was lying in bed, listening to my internal brain chatter dialog and, suddenly, out of no where, comes the word "Cracker!" That's it. Nothing attached to it, no thoughts pertaining to it preceeding or following it, just "Cracker!" Talk about random.
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