thats sick.... lol Elf.. ever try just puttin a seed in dirt?
Or... i'd say try n find another dealer cuz if u can only afford 3 bowls a month, well 3 bowls isnt a gram even. Try gettin Middi's maybe.. sometimes they go as cheap as 5 a gram, normally only 10 tho. OR... u could try savin up like say 100 bucks, and try for a half oz of some decent mids, that'll last ya a good while if u dont smoke all taht much