problem: sober life's a bit dull
like many you guys, im a senior in high school, and my two week holiday break just ended. i am a casual smoker, usually i smoke a couple times a week, but over the break i smoked pretty much every day, often multiple times. now im back to school, and therefore i am back to generally not smoking on weekdays. im a little bummed out.
now i realize the main problem that comes with considerable marijuana use: sober life starts to seem a little bit dull.
i don't know how to deal with this. im gonna have to be sober a lot of the time, i can't simply smoke all the time, but now that i'm used to being high pretty often, being sober and doing the stuff i always do is noticable less fun than it used to be.
im kind of at a crossroads. im on the verge of becoming an "everyday smoker." it would be so easy to go down that path now, but it is not something i really want to be, at least not now, what with school and work. i could quit smoking weed for a while, but i don't want to do that either, because i really do love marijuana. what i'll probably end up doing is just go back to being an "occasional" smoker, and maybe sober life will stop being dull, once i get used to it again.
anybody else ever have to deal with this? what do you guys think?
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