
10-08-2008, 11:53 PM
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| Banned Join Date: Jun 2008
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| Re: Uggh...tolerance break may be needed. Quote:
Originally Posted by dcuthell fast eddie you inspire me. i'm on day two of absolute sobriety (no cigarettes, no booze, no ganj, no amphetamines, no blow, no mdma, no hallucinogens, no hookers [always the hardest to give up]), and i am overwhelmed with how wonderfully aware i am of everything around me. This is not a good thing. My blissful "fuck it" attitude has quickly turned to a "go fuck yourself" attitude. i yell at people who annoy me instead of ignoring them. i pace around the apartment, desperate for a cigarette or a sip of J&B. I bagged up the last two ounces of the M39, and as i broke up a nice 5g nug, i looked at my trembling fingers, sticky from the nugget and damp from my tears. last night it took me an hour to fall asleep, and i must have woken up five times shaking and sweating. I can't remember the last time I took one full sober day, and I am certain that the last two full sober days occured in august 2007.
Brave sir, I need your words of encouragement during these dark, dark times. | I KNOW you can do it because im doing the same thing, minus the hookers(way to expensive when you can get free hot pussy) and amphetamines Today is day two for me and It's going by slow, very slow. Lets see if we can at least make this last until the end of the week...
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