[fasteddie]

So I am at an odd point. Bit of background. I have been smoking daily for many years and I don't like how much I have to smoke to get high. I grew about 2 ounces of some of the dankest herb I have ever smoked and it only took me one month to smoke half of it. I refuse to squander the rest so its back to buying some buds but finances are tight and lowering my tolerance would help in more ways than one.

My problem is I love smoking. I can go without smoking herb but I want something to smoke. Its the act of smoking I find enjoyable. But there is one problem. Nothing tastes as good as herb and nothing smells as good as a stinky nugget. I quit smoking cigs years ago and don't like tobacco much any more. I dont like cloves, beedes or any of that stuff. Spice is expensive and tastes kind of crappy. Honestly my lungs could use a break as well so I should probebly just stop smoking anything.

Is it weird I am addicted to the act of smoking itself more than the actual weed? Anyone else have the same feeling and has come to this crossroads before? I am thinking a month of no smoking and my good herb will probebly be so potent I could make it last a long time. In this time I would just buy an ounce of some good herb that is potent but not so insainly tasty so when I start back up I can use that stash mostly and not touch my blueberry much.

I dunno, any advice friends? Im giving myself the weekend to make a decision. I have quit before but usually I would smoke cigs and drink beer at times so this is a little harder. Maybe I will buy some black and milds or cigars.

P.S. Its not any easier when your friends love to smoke and you have a sizable glass/parafanalia collection.