www.stealitback.com has grow-lights. its a auction site which gets its inventory from california and a few other state's police department's seized personal items. though ironic to be inadvertently buying from the police, you do find a good deal or two there. Under the gardening category
http://www.stealitback.com/HTML/Cat1...htm?CatNo=4833
Maybe you will find your shit the po' confiscated from you